i do alot... and i have many things i could be doing its just for some reason i cant my lazy ass moving D:< its really depressing.. i really wana work but then my work place seemed to think not telling me that i am not going to work this winter is not importain so for 5 weeks i wait and wait and i called them and asked them and they siad ya you arnt going to work this winter due to the lack of customers... well thank you all you all suck!.... godnjkdfjjg.... *crys in pillow* there gos my flow of cash....


but in brighter news i going to my grandpas next year a few days after new years to stay at his place in cali.. but i also plan on hoping on getting to live in his place thats here in maine for the winter... and it has a epic shop where i could make things :O