So, I have been having random fits of loneliness, and I am starting to get annoyed by it. I don't see many people during the day, I am usually alone all day so loneliness is to be expected, but it isn't like normal loneliness, its a depression, I can be happy and carefree most of the day, doing stuff making things happen, but then all of a sudden it hits me and I slip into that void. I am trying to stay busy, looking for work, making chainmail, listening to music and talking to people online, but none of it seems to help when this sets in. And the thing that really annoys me is the fact that I hate most humans, so I don't understand my need to be around them. I just wish I had someone around, and I know I will, and it will be soon, but no matter how much logic I put in it, it stays the same. I don't even know why I am posting this up here, I just needed to vent a little bit. It doesn't help that I am listening to sad music I guess, Oh well.

In other news, I am still working on Christmas presents, though I only have one going right now, I know there are some people interested but haven't told me what they want yet, I'll make sure to keep updating often on the progress. there are still 4 slots open.