ok, so i have a bad temper but i can control it 95% of the time. The other 5% is when it builds to the point that i go ballistic and have one day entirely dedicated to hating everything and everybody.

The point is i have been feeling a little upset about those few days that i loose it, because when i do loose it i wind up acting like a jerk to the people i care about. i guess im just under a lot of stress lately because in the last week i was diagnosed with dyslexia, i found out that im failing chemistry and my relationship with my step dadis getting pretty sour again.

he and always seem to be arguing about something and every time we try to work out our differences something else sparks up another fight. i just dont know if i can deal for another couple years.

i just don't want to be constantly angry at him because it interferes with my life, so if you have any sage advice or if you just want to tell me something awesome feel free.

~vox