.... So angry/upset that you can't decide between yelling at the person who upset you and saying things you know you'll probably regret, or just giving them the cold shoulder? Stuck between total rage and debilitating depression... Starting to think I'm bipolar instead of depressed. My highs and lows have been getting more and more extreme in these past couple of years. It's been putting so much strain on the relations that I have with other people... Especially my fiance. Although I'm absolutely furious with him at the moment, I do realize that he's the only one who's ever put up with my mood swings and my additude. This is the only thing that's prevented me from hardcore venting it all out on him. If I push him away, I'll be nothing..... I just WISH that someone could explain to me why I get so upset over everything and anything. Counseling answered a few questions, but didn't fix any problems. Maybe it's time to get this taken care of by a psychiatrist before I destroy this relationship(or make it any worse, I should say)... Sorry guys, I just needed to ventrant.....