What sort of help do you need my friend? *hugs tight*

Thatsvthe million dollar question. I believe that the possible manic depression that could pass in the family has struck me. Extreme, chipper highs and debilitating lows.

That sounds like bi-polar Type 1. If so you may want to consult a shrink to get meds to help you with it. *pets*

I was reading it. I think you could be on to something. I know little in the field, but some of those symptoms I've had and had no clue they could be part of the depression. Fatigue, running thoughts while trying to sleep (lost many chances to get some extra rest in and never could because my brain wouldn't shut up) and lethargic feelings, but what can be done? I don't think I can get the money for meds and they never seemed to work for the other family members. :/

Well do you have medical insurance of any kind? If not, you can ask your family and see if they can help. As for meds, it takes time to find the ones that do actually work. Everybody's biochemistry is different,and just cause X% of people aren't affected by one med, doesn't mean it may not work for you. Plus if you can find the meds in a generic brand, it won't be as bad.

Afraid not, but I had a good laugh thanks to Mr.Wolf and that has surprisingly lifted my spirits more than I had thought it would. :3

Well that's certainly good to hear.

Today is the same. I think I truly just needed a good laugh.

well I am really glad to hear you're doing that much better man. ^_^

Thanks. :3

You're welcome.

Not knowing your normal personality, I'd have to say take a step back from art for a short time and watch something or do something you truly enjoy and will give you a good honest laugh...you're basically sounding burned out and you just need to either get out and do something you haven't done before or for a while or just have a good laugh with some friends.

I've tried. Last thing I drew was a month ago. I was working on a D&D campaign too, then it all just came to a crashing hault.

If I could I'd do something to help you out. I honestly have those moments myself and find that just venting everything on my mind to someone I can trust helps me get over it fairly quickly. I don't know if you have an Xbox Live account but if you do and need someone to talk to just message me your account name and I'll friend ya, be an ear for ya if nothing else

Well, that is one of the things I was hoping to do. So spoke to my mom about it and posted this journal. Had a hardy laugh and I'm feeling myself in better spirits than yesturday. Even answered all these comments instead of just a few before having to close he browser.

Glad to hear it.

Thank you for your kind words. We need to get you an icon. :3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TgnIjJexut4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5uIV.....eature=related

no inspiration....just something for you to laugh at.

Suffice it to say. . !!!!

That actually made me laugh til I cried. The second half is the better in my opinion. Loved the ginger reading the note on the phone.

Thank you my friend. That truly lifted some of this weight off me.

Winter blues my friend, happens to the best of us. <3

I would suggest doing something completely out of character, just to liven things up. Go watch 3 hours of really bad B-movies in your spare time. Don't wear underwear at all for a week. Give a hug to a random person you know for no reason. Drink Eggnog with your breakfast (hell I do sometimes x3) Go play a videogame as BADLY as you can just to see what happens. Go watch the entire first season of My Little Pony, hell I dunno xD


Just take it easy, and don't pressure yourself too much. That's all that matters. <3

I read that last line too quick and thought it said "don't pleasure yourself too much" (how did he know?)

Well, ya know, that too.

Rubbing oneself raw is NEVER pleasant, so either take it easy, or get some really good lube! xD

Well, the hard and heavy laughter and talking about it has helped. I hope this positive feeling is me on the upside.

:3 <3

If I may ask...how long has this mood been persisting?

Since Thanh's drawing. . the most recent at least.

Yo! Manic depressive here!
Here are Nil's festive freakout avoidance guidelines!

- Tell someone about your problems!
- Find a non-harmful way of venting. Writing, drawing, making music, etc!
- Music that makes you want to space out and nod your head!

Nil's personal fave? GANJA!

ANYWAY

Hope you're ok, Labby, you're too cool for the blues.

Well, part of the problem was I couldn't get myself to do those things. Not even music was helping, and tv/movies just made me zone out more.

I had an ex who was an avid smoker, and i'd be lying to say I never partook when dating her, but never had any real effect on me, other than act like a horndog. :p

Aw, ^^; I appreciate it Nil. *squeeze* but no one is too cool for it, cause anyone can fall victim. However, it helps to have buds (or bud in some folks' case) to help 'em out of it.

<3

I agree with Mitsozuka, sounds like what happens to a lot of people this time of year. I had waves of it myself, not full on depression, but periods we're my umpfh to do anything constructive is nil, I get up-set easily (thats particularly bad for me as my default tends to be angry and accusetory), but it passes.

I find getting my face out in a sun a bit helps, keeping my body topped up with vitamins (vit C etc.) because even minor illness that you may not even notice much can bring this sort of condition on.

The general advice Mitsozuka and Nihilchalice are offering is probably spot on. I've done the "play a computer game badly on purpose" myself. You can help but drive like a demented arangotang on heat when your trying to win on Saints Row II and now III anyway, trying to be as retarded as possible in an already zainy game has surprisingly hilarious results beyond what you'd expect.

Buck up bud. Your one of the most laid back guys I've known on hear, and I all ways appreciate your efforts to get me a bit more out there and known in the past. You can deal with a bit of depressed, plus those in the community who matter to you are hear for ya.

It'll pass

Yes, I know it will pass. This isn't the first time, but its been the hardest hit I've ever had. I don't buy into the "winter blues" as I don't mind snow or am bummed by the weather. I enjoy storms and shoveling snow keeps me busy in the morning. We had that big blizzard in Illinois this year, and I shoveled out half our appartment parking by the time the guy could show up with his plow.

I appreciate the kind words most of all. I try to be a positive, understanding, and easy going guy for the folks and friends I've met on here, but when I can't even manage the will to write back? It just makes me hate myself 10x over because people are counting on that extra Labby bump of positive outlook and kindness.

Har Har.

well I am serious about the pinneapples, they do work

Well, I had a hawaiin pizaa and drank a coconut and pineapple drink earlier this week and two days later hit probably the lowest part of this depressive slump, so I don't know if it works for me.

And sorry to hide your earlier post, but I care not to deal with anything bigitos or racial, regardless of joking manner or not.

I apologize for being an asshole

Its alright. I gave no prior warning or notice. I do not see you any different for it. That is why I jumped on it before it could. *hug*

daaaaaaaaaw kitty snuggles x3

:3

Sorry about taking so long to reply, I know how you feel, I think, no way of knowing exactly. I'm at the point now where I don't even think about art but I'm giving myself some time away from it all. I would go with the suggestions you got from others, they sound the best. You seem to have a good thing going in your art and such and it would be a shame to have you toss it away due to depression. I can't say the same for myself, I had more than enough years to try and make something of myself in this genre. It seems to be a genre for the young and the very talented with hardly no room for late bloomers like myself. Cheer up!

:p "Its not over 'til you're underground. Its not before its too late."

Its ok. A reply is never too late (unless the journal/submission is removed, and even then you can shout or note)

And its never too late to get drawing. There are people aged 8 to 80 learning. ;p Have a bit of hope and faith in yourself my friend.

I'm actually feeling much better as I go through these.

Maybe it's time for a break, the mind doesn't like being told what to do, maybe it's time to go travel around to inspirational places ^_^

Like hell it won't! I'll starting probing around my mind with sticks off the tree if it doesn't do as its told! XD

No, but I hear you. However, I haven't drawn for over a month now. That should be break enough. And how long since you did your part of our trade for me? ^^; I've got too many promises than to waste more time feeling sorry or nothing.

yes it's been a long while, but I would never want you to stress out over it. I'm not very good at advice though, but I guess just look after yourself and get back on your feet *hugs* ^^

Thank you. *squeeze* I'm feeling better, but I did reach that year mark, so I am a terrible person. ^^;

Though, secret project happening, and you're in it. >:3

yaya ^^ Though I hope it's not another huge insurmountable project ^_^

I've got plenty of those. ;p *hugs*

that time of the year man... just, stand up strong and do something you like. Art is a thing that can wait, have fun and dunno... watch a movie? that always makes me feel better ^^

I refuse to believe its due to the season, and how dare you try to tempt me with your seductive cookie eating. ;p

my mate did it XD

That doesn't change its seductiveness!!

hehehe XD

Wellp, I got real advice - but what I can say is I've been experiencing the same thing for what may very well be years now. Not very on and off, more on.

I've started drinking near daily and heavily because of it all. I seriously wouldn't recommend it.

Then why are you continuing to do so?

'cause I can.

You crazy. :p

Your not alone. Myself included, as well as many other people feel the same way. It's really not that uncommon to feel depressed this time of year. With the days being short, weather being bad, and also some holiday let downs. Not to mention the upsetting news we hear about in the World. It's normal to feel depressed sometimes.
I know it's easy for me to sit here and type this, but just the same. Sometimes the best thing to do is to push yourself a little. Get out, go places, talk to people and you'll see little by little you'll come out of the funk you've been in. Just hold on and keep the faith.

Well, I appreciate it, but i don't believe its due to the weather. I enjoy the night and the snow, so its my kind of time this part of the year. I just don't like the frigid wind.

I'm trying. I already swore an oath years ago that I'd never attempt the "easy way out."

The "easy way out", never solved anything for no one. It only creates more heartache for so many.

Agrred.