Went to the doctor today. I haven't been feeling well, very nauseous, dizzy, no appetite at all or even my weird cravings that I usually get. No, I'm not preggers, if I was... who's having the sex for me? >> But last Monday, 11/28, I blacked out and fell. Since then I haven't been hungry and very nauseous, dizzy and all that.

It's still going on and it's just been wreaking all kinds of havoc on me. If I don't eat every 3-4 hours, I get super dizzy.

So went into the doctor. They looked me over and it turns out that I don't have anything that's right there. But I do have an elevated heart rate of 120, when it's supposed to be in the 80's. I've been put on a betablocker to regulate my heart rate. It's called Atenolol. I swear to God, that's what it's called. http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmedh.....th/PMH0000819/ <- That's what it is and it has a list of side effects. :/ So I might be spending more time off of the computer while I get used to the medication.

The dizziness could be caused by calcium that wandered up into my inner ear and is causing me to be all wibbly wobbly. The stomach issues might be caused by something called H Pylori. I don't know what's going on with my body but here's hoping that this all will be fixed and everything will be okay... I'm sorry to those that I owe commissions and they WILL get done. Maybe a bit slower than usual... but I will make an effort.

- Manda