*asleepy paw*
14 years ago
First off, this is progress with my medication. I don't know why
I'm sharing this, but I guess at least I have that old journal
out of the way.
Basically, me and my psychiatrist are suspecting that the abilify
is making me sleepy (that and I'm pretty sure I've gained a
few pounds from thanksgiving) so I was advised to stop it.
I'm now waiting a week for it to wear out of my system and see
what happens... After that we'll be looking at medications for
depression like Prozac.
So, actually, I have something to ask of you guys; what are
your experiences with such medicines for depression? Chances
are I'll be trying them out soon. I understand that likely it'll be
my psychiatrist have the best suggestion, but hearing it from
experience is important too.
I'm sharing this, but I guess at least I have that old journal
out of the way.
Basically, me and my psychiatrist are suspecting that the abilify
is making me sleepy (that and I'm pretty sure I've gained a
few pounds from thanksgiving) so I was advised to stop it.
I'm now waiting a week for it to wear out of my system and see
what happens... After that we'll be looking at medications for
depression like Prozac.
So, actually, I have something to ask of you guys; what are
your experiences with such medicines for depression? Chances
are I'll be trying them out soon. I understand that likely it'll be
my psychiatrist have the best suggestion, but hearing it from
experience is important too.
FA+

Wont you become some middle mood zombie?
It was suppose to keep me calm, but at the same time
I lost my appetite. So I lost a lot of wait and It calmed me
down so much, I didn't want to do anything but lay down.
But I still don't eat as much.
Some of the biggest things to avoid are allergic reactions, but there are those problems that can also be more of a pain then strait out cause problems.
Some of my problems have been lockjaw, extreme unpredictable mood swings, thinning blood and either it was slight liver damage or kidney damage and weight problems galore. Thing is, you have to or someone you know and spend time with will keep track of problems or you could end up getting hit by some of the problems medications can deliver.
Another problem for me was after a while medications of each type started to lose it's effects. Meds aren't always a one stop deal...At least for me, and I have a huge weight problem I'm trying to get under control right now, so no meds for josh.
so I have no idea lol
The first one they tried on me was Sertraline, I think. Increased heartrate, constant fidgetting and restlessness, felt foggy headed, felt nausious, bloated and hungry at the same time, exhausted but couldn't sleep (and then when I did I hate really short, vivid dream moments depicting a brain being dissected of all things). It was like some terribad trip, only without the full-sensory spectrum of crazy. After that first pill, I outright refused to take another. They quickly set me up with some different ones, and the side effects were far better (hot-cold shivers at random, random nausia and brief confusing dizzy spells) which eventually wore off.
I can't even tell if they really 'worked'. Been on them for some time, and whilst I believe there has been an improvement, it's kind of hard to really say "It was the pill" when it could have also been due to time and personal adjustment, y'know?
I've tried so hard to find a good way to describe that feeling to people, but this is EXACTLY right.
However, with some people it can cause some bad withdrawal issues. They're not uncommon, but they're not common either.
I know that "lol snap out of it" is the single least useful piece of advice to give, but that's eventually what actually worked for me. One day I just sorta looked at my situation and where I was headed, and decided that I was wasting my life being sad. Ever since then not a single fuck has been given.
Basically I came down with an incurable case of Ataraxia.
I hope you find something that works for you.
*nods*
it's a combination of heart medication but it also works as an antidepressant
tho the anti depressant doesn't work for me so much.
they make me walk around like a zombie most of the day and make me extra silly and make me sleepy and sleep 12 hours a day at least.
it's a medication based on natural products so ppl can't get addicted to it.
(tho i've had plenty of non-natural based pills to =3= )
*hug*
I'm kicking my own ass to get it in gear.
Lexapro: Do not ever fucking take this, no matter who tells you to. The only reason this shit didn't kill me is because it literally made me too depressed to even move.
Wellbutrin: Will make you feel like your brain is made of cotton. Best to avoid it if you can. Unfortunately I'm kinda stuck on it because nothing else seems to really work, though my psychiatrist has lowered the dosage recently and I'm feeling a bit better.
Lamictal: Decent mood stabilizer, but it'll mellow out moods at both ends. So if you have a habit of getting SUPER EXCITED OMG about things, this'll put an end to that while you're on it.
Abilify: I actually didn't tolerate this stuff too well. Made me horrifically sick to the point where even a few sips of water would give me a crippling stomachache. So I'm guessing your mileage might vary.
Effexor: God damn. Makes your eyes more light sensitive, *might* give you some trouble focusing them, and you better hope no part of your body will respond to the "It's that time of the month!" signal because your brain will be pounding that button like a crackhead monkey eager for it's next fix.
Lithium: Made me hallucinate a lot and somehow destroyed my internal sense of balance. Like, closing my eyes for too long would make me fall over because I couldn't tell which way was down.
Nøw I døn't knøw if this is nørmal, bμt the effects lasted før at least føμr mønths after taking that twø-week trial. The ønly side effect I had was a very dysfμnctiønal sleep cycle. I jμst slept when my mind and bødy were bøth exhaμsted and the høμrs were varying. It was like my day never trμly ended før føμr mønths and I jμst tøøk naps periødically thrøμghøμt this "day". Dø bear in mind, this side effect I experienced isn't øn the μsμal list øf expected cønditiøns.
If yøμ care tø read, here's an article øn the general descriptiøn øf the medicatiøn, in case yøμr døctør hasn't briefed yøμ øn it. http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmedh.....th/PMH0000885/
I take wellbutrin (well, the generic, but they're chemically identical - another thing to note, with very, very few exceptions, generics are identical to the brand name stuff) for my narcolepsy, but it also helps greatly with my motivation issues. Helps me think a bit more clearly, and puts JUST enough bounce in my step to help me take initiative.
I was started on Citalopram for my first round, and had good results with that. No side effects of note. However, it wasn't a high enough dose to reset me, and didn't do as well after my "weaning off" period." Since then, I've been on the generic of Welbutrin, and had good results with that. I do have a slew of issues if I take it at the wrong time of the day (I have to take it in the morning. If I do evening, I get dizziness, tinnitus, and nausea like clockwork at 7pm. It's weird), and that is apparently somewhat normal. However, I function very well on it - I personally don't have any problems feeling zombie-ish or uncreative.
Good luck.
one of my family members also used to take citalopram and she says it's great, but i never really had it myself.
Also, one word of warning that I learned the hard way: do not be afraid to push your psychiatrist. If the pills aren't working for you after a month or so, tell them to change them. My psychiatrist had me on Prozac for 4 months despite me telling him repeatedly that it wasn't doing anything for me, and only eventually changed after I was hospitalized for a suicide attempt. If it's not working, then change to another pill. Like I said before, not all pills work for everyone the same way. Good luck though.
Fluoxetine/ Prozac- zombified me. I found it gave me a weird hazey feeling in my head; I couldn't concentrate or make decisions/ logical thought processes without considerable effort, like walking through water. A bit like being drunk except with no confidence- boost or boost of any kind.
That was my personal reaction to it, but everyone is different.
Citalopram/Celexa/Cipramil- Same effect as Prozac but not quite as bad. Didn't improve my mood at all though.
Those are the only two I've been on... I personally appear to have a negative reaction to SSRIs. I've kind of just... avoided medication now, because I'm got work and exams and studies and being cotton-headed is very unhelpful.
However, that's me. No reason it shouldn't work for you at all.
Good luck, it's not fun having doctors and psychs and stuff in my experience
private messaging you now.
I'm usually the type to just man up and put up with feeling crappy, but this had gotten so bad I was snapping randomly and had trouble at work. So your mileage may vary.
One of the things that I still carry from my experiences w/these types of meds is that they don't do all the work, they're simply a working cog in the larger machine of recovery. Pills alone without therapeutic counseling, lifestyle changes or will to live+improve, simply won't cut the mustard.
My history with similar medications ( was also on Abilify @ one time, but also took various combinations of Risperdal, Zoloft, Adderall ) was without supplement of a supportive living situation, financial stability (practically had to beg Bristol-Myers Squibb for many months, Abilify was over $400 a refill w/out insurance) or regular therapy. At the time I experienced various side-effects, like an increased lack of focus, lethargy and increased appetite. On that note, I wouldn't hold it against you at all for the change of weight, I've had a massive gain myself years ago because of Abilify from which I'm still trying to recover. After less than a year with no visible improvement to my situation, I quit medication cold turkey much to the protestation of my parents and doctors— not an advisable decision by any means, I just happened to be lucky that I was able to keep myself stable + function as well as I did after that.
Today, my depression isn't nearly as bad since I've worked hard on making changes to my life: I've taken up regular exercise, rekindled my fascination with art as my hobby, go to therapy regularly, religion, etc... If anything, I think my problem now is attention deficit, still bad, but as damaging as the mental hell I had to endure in my days before.
It's about the will to live, improve and make life the best you can. I hope your situation works to your favor.