yup you guessed it....it's me. I'm guessing that anyone who reads this is wondering why my attention to FA is sporadic. Well for the last 3 months I've been in Aus (australia) where I met the most amazing gal ever (or so I thought) In the last 3 weeks I've been getting abusive messages of when I am going to be back but let me take you back as to why I left. My father got sick and it was very touch and go. I had to leave and of course my father came well before the love of my life. At the airport she sprung the most stupidiest saying ever and she said she loved me. I said I felt the same and boarding the plane felt like the hardest thing ever.

So I touch down in the UK and no sooner do I arrive then I get messages of where I am, who I'm with and when I'll be coming back.

My dad is now better than ever but it was time to move out of fantasy and return to work. With the time I took off they now need me to stay on until April and it's nice to be home. and this.... (apparently) is very selfish of me. So now I'm in the dog house. Anyways 3 weeks after all this I get a phone call tonight saying I'm dumped and she's found someone more devoted.

Now don't get me wrong I love the gals but my god....can't I just find someone normal for a change?

Anyways rant over. So yup now single again....such is life but I dont feel too bad, I just don't like people throwing slander my way for once not being someones pet. I'd rather be someones mate....here's hoping.

Much loves

KP
xx