So some of you know about that one journal I wrote about feeling distant and not really connected to the fandom..well its still true but now different. I say different because this time I know what I actually meant to say. So 2012 is coming really soon and there are allot of changes coming for me. One being a farewell to being apart of the fandom. Now I know your like "not another one these furs that say they are leaving the fandom because of drama? but its not that way. In some weird way my mind and soul feel as if I don't need the fandom anymore. I appreciate all those who I have met, all the fun times I have had and how I learned more about myself as a person. I will also still be close to certain furs who I have met even when I'm gone....I just think its my time to move on from being a furry and just be Adam and not zorin fox anymore. Being a furry in a way is still apart of my personality but not as important anymore. I know this may sadden all who may read this and didn't expect this of me but I know it has to be done.

As far as fursuiting goes I still like to wear it when I feel like wearing and it but that too might cease to be. I know the last thing major suiting event I will be hopefully doing is being able to wear it during my states gay pride parade, which is in April, and after that well I'll either just hold on to the suit and keep it in a storage box in my closet or sell it on Furbid..I don't know just yet.

So yes thats what I wanted to say and if you still want to be apart of my life when I am gone from the fandom, then send me a private message with your contact info and I will give you mine. There will be one more journal before I leave. I hope you all understand. Thank you for reading.