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Kinda bummed out...
14 years ago
Hi hi, everyone!
Eh... I don't mean to be a party pooper or to ruin anyone's night (Or day, depending on where you hail from...)
But I'm just really feeling... bleh...
I was forced to move away from my home, where everything was familiar and... Happy-go-lucky? ._.
I had to give up my house, my friends, my school, my banana milk, my awesome weekends with
Snagal-Puss2 where we would spend hours in game shops, my boyfriend who I miss so god damn much <3, both my loving childhood dogs, my brother who I got on really well with (We used to break out into whacky 80's song and dance in the kitchen...), I even had to give up civilization... So basically, I've lost my whole life and lifestyle straight up...
Plus theres so much more thats bugging me about moving here. v_v
So the place where I moved to is in the middle of no where... seriously... our closest neighbour is 30km away, and the closest town (West Wyalong) is over 50km away... I really wish I could say I was exaggerating...
And then of course, West Wyalong is so small, it doesn't even have a McDonalds! ...Or KFC, Hungry Jacks/ Burger King, Subway, etc- just any fast-food of any sort...
The best game shop I have is Harvey Norman.... That or Target Country...
Plus if you know me irl, I'm a very outgoing person, Friends and I are always ice skating, or shopping, sleepovers, great social events, game shopping, going into the city, playing hockey... I can't really do any of that...
I also feel like I'm slipping out of all my friends' lives... I really really hate Facebook, but I'm trying to get into it for my friends back in QLD... but no one seems to notice me, instead they just go on about things that happened at school that I should of been there for... its quite saddening...
Then I'm quite a shy person by myself... I'm loud and social when I'm with my friends... but I'm not very good at mingling by myself... I really am a completely different person...
I'm probably just gonna remove this journal in the morning, but for now- I need to vent...
And I'm sorry about all this, I think I'm just grumpy because of lack of sleep, and because I miss my boyfriend too much...
I don't remember long distant relationships being this hard. <3
Perhaps I should try and get some emotion on to a page?
I think after an hour or so of mukking around with friends and boyfriend, I'll be as right as rain, but for now... :(
Eh... I don't mean to be a party pooper or to ruin anyone's night (Or day, depending on where you hail from...)
But I'm just really feeling... bleh...
I was forced to move away from my home, where everything was familiar and... Happy-go-lucky? ._.
I had to give up my house, my friends, my school, my banana milk, my awesome weekends with
Snagal-Puss2 where we would spend hours in game shops, my boyfriend who I miss so god damn much <3, both my loving childhood dogs, my brother who I got on really well with (We used to break out into whacky 80's song and dance in the kitchen...), I even had to give up civilization... So basically, I've lost my whole life and lifestyle straight up...Plus theres so much more thats bugging me about moving here. v_v
So the place where I moved to is in the middle of no where... seriously... our closest neighbour is 30km away, and the closest town (West Wyalong) is over 50km away... I really wish I could say I was exaggerating...
And then of course, West Wyalong is so small, it doesn't even have a McDonalds! ...Or KFC, Hungry Jacks/ Burger King, Subway, etc- just any fast-food of any sort...
The best game shop I have is Harvey Norman.... That or Target Country...
Plus if you know me irl, I'm a very outgoing person, Friends and I are always ice skating, or shopping, sleepovers, great social events, game shopping, going into the city, playing hockey... I can't really do any of that...
I also feel like I'm slipping out of all my friends' lives... I really really hate Facebook, but I'm trying to get into it for my friends back in QLD... but no one seems to notice me, instead they just go on about things that happened at school that I should of been there for... its quite saddening...
Then I'm quite a shy person by myself... I'm loud and social when I'm with my friends... but I'm not very good at mingling by myself... I really am a completely different person...
I'm probably just gonna remove this journal in the morning, but for now- I need to vent...
And I'm sorry about all this, I think I'm just grumpy because of lack of sleep, and because I miss my boyfriend too much...
I don't remember long distant relationships being this hard. <3
Perhaps I should try and get some emotion on to a page?
I think after an hour or so of mukking around with friends and boyfriend, I'll be as right as rain, but for now... :(
You have every right to vent..
I really hope things work out somehow, you'll make friends..
I'm always here if you need someone to talk to :]
If there's anything I can do for you, don't hesitate to ask
<3
I think I was just feeling crappy last night, but now I'm pretty fine.
After a good couple hours of sleep and some food, I've felt much better. :3
I just have to take each of these problems one step at a time.
I just gotta stay positive! ^w^
I love you so much.
Only a few more days and we get to see eachother again!
I miss you so much as well, and I will try my hardest to convince my parents to let you stay with me!!!
I know this distance is going to be hard, and almost unbearable at times, but we'll make it work, I promise.
I love you so much!
It'll take some getting used to- But I'll find a way to manage here.