so didn't really work out unfortunately but you know what i say screw it, im not gonna act all moppy just cause i haven't found the right guy who i can just lay next to him at night and just feel like everything's gonna be alright even when there's no words being spoken. but not going to get into the whole my ideal of love and such. all i know is that im not going to really fall into the romantic comedy sketch where the guy or gal crys and just lays eating 10 gallons of ice cream all night long, although i do need the weight, just not going to be depressed ^O^