Feeling the Seasonal Spirit
14 years ago
General
~It's not a game, I'm not a robot AI challenging you,
I'm not a phantom,
I'm in your face, and
I'm here to see it through
Right before your eyes,
Watch us multiply,
Come to claim our rights - it's time
As our power grows,
Tryin' to stop us shows,
Might as well go try'n stop time
I'm not a phantom,
I'm in your face, and
I'm here to see it through
Right before your eyes,
Watch us multiply,
Come to claim our rights - it's time
As our power grows,
Tryin' to stop us shows,
Might as well go try'n stop time
I'll level with all of you. I'm not in a good place right now. I have very little idea where I'll be in the oncoming months. I don't know who i can even turn to, and I feel pretty alone overall. Life isn't all that good.
But I love this time of year. It's better to give the revive. It sounds like something you just say, just to make little kids less bratty. But ya know, it's true. I look back, and what sticks more in my mind? It's not what I've gotten people, but what I've given, heck for the past few months, I've been deep in thought with what I had to get a few people around Christmas (I really wish I could get more, but I'm pretty poor) And when dad asked for a list to send to the family, I really had to think hard over it.
I dunno, it's just something that makes me feel a bit good about myself, and that nice in these unsure times ^^. So no matter how dark things get, or if you don't get what you really want these holidays, or whatever, jus sit back and really take in the magic this time of year brings, if only for a moment. You'll feel a little better. I promises.
But I love this time of year. It's better to give the revive. It sounds like something you just say, just to make little kids less bratty. But ya know, it's true. I look back, and what sticks more in my mind? It's not what I've gotten people, but what I've given, heck for the past few months, I've been deep in thought with what I had to get a few people around Christmas (I really wish I could get more, but I'm pretty poor) And when dad asked for a list to send to the family, I really had to think hard over it.
I dunno, it's just something that makes me feel a bit good about myself, and that nice in these unsure times ^^. So no matter how dark things get, or if you don't get what you really want these holidays, or whatever, jus sit back and really take in the magic this time of year brings, if only for a moment. You'll feel a little better. I promises.
Tempestkitsune
~tempestkitsune
And thus, Clow gained the true meaning of Christmas. I'm with you on the same boat, have had a lot of crap happen (luckily for the most part it's over)but it's nice to be able to be exited for something and be able to spend time with friends and family.
Clow
~clow
OP
Well I know the true meaning x3 it's nice seeing family and crap. Buh not everyone takes that meaning all year long ya know. Sadly Christmas just means family... not really friends ^^;; for me at least.
Tempestkitsune
~tempestkitsune
This Christmas for me this year means friends. I got to practically spend my time over at his house the later half of December. Hope everything goes alright man, if you need someone to talk to, i'm your guy.
Clow
~clow
OP
Jeez your lucky ^^ I like seeing my family, but friend wise... I'm pretty lacking.... But who knows, there's always next year for that if I'm lucky too ^^
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