I'm sitting here for the first time in almost 3 weeks, eating a plate of edamame while surfing the net. Haven't touched this computer in that long, too, so it has a shiateload of backed-up email attachments to download! It's been working 10 minutes 11 seconds on high speed cable and it STILL hasn't finished downloading it all!

It should feel like home but it doesn't anymore. Wow, it's a nice little place. It's amazing that someone else can take all the glamor...and love...right out of the home you lived in for almost 20 years.

Have to take pictures of things to sell, brought boxes to start packing things. I guess my old life, the life I always knew, is slowly dying and being replaced by something new. Never thought I'd WANT to live in the city, but living there is surprisingly easy compared to the life I had here.

Well, almost finished with the edamame and Outlook as finally finished the download, so I guess it's time to get stuff accomplished. Will I miss this place? Just a few months ago I could not imagine living anywhere else.

Now?

It just doesn't feel like "home" anymore. I want to go HOME. I just want this thing finished and to move on.