CIGARANT.
14 years ago
holy moly.
i quit smoking in february. that's a long time ago! i kept it going because i told myself it'd keep getting easier. the first bit was tough, but it did!
now all of a sudden it's fucking hard again! i thought i was out of the woods.
what the fuck. and it's like, now i have enough money to afford smoking. but that's the stupidest thing. i love the excess money that NOT SMOKING has provided me. if i had been buying cigarettes i couldn't have paid for my rat's vet bill, or other important things. smoking is EXPENSIVE.
but it's so calming and zen and i love it.
and my boyfriend doesn't. and i'd be lying if i just smoked in secret. but like, WHAT BUSINESS OF HIS IS IT ANYWAY IF HE DOESN'T KNOW.
ugh. i'm gonna stick to it. at least this is the only big problem in my life right now
i quit smoking in february. that's a long time ago! i kept it going because i told myself it'd keep getting easier. the first bit was tough, but it did!
now all of a sudden it's fucking hard again! i thought i was out of the woods.
what the fuck. and it's like, now i have enough money to afford smoking. but that's the stupidest thing. i love the excess money that NOT SMOKING has provided me. if i had been buying cigarettes i couldn't have paid for my rat's vet bill, or other important things. smoking is EXPENSIVE.
but it's so calming and zen and i love it.
and my boyfriend doesn't. and i'd be lying if i just smoked in secret. but like, WHAT BUSINESS OF HIS IS IT ANYWAY IF HE DOESN'T KNOW.
ugh. i'm gonna stick to it. at least this is the only big problem in my life right now
KEELAHBUTTS
~darth-kitsu
may i suggest an e-ciggarrette? theyre WAAAAY cheaper in the long run, much healthier for you, come in delicious flavors, & dont smell. lol no i dont work for them i just have one & freakin love it.
KabukiHomewood
~kabukihomewood
what are you trying to escape or avoid? what is it that is causing you to crave the zen? this method works extremely well to fight cravings of any kind: youtube.com/healingmagic watch video 69. When he says to notice what's bothering you, imagine the desire for a smoke. make it very strong. then follow along with the rest of the video.
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