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Gagging on bile
14 years ago
Hello people, i still function.
So for those who care or noticed the sever lack of activity here, you might recall (or not) that i put the blame on my job. I think i need to actually go in detail for those who care, but it's mostly because this will bring me relief.
First off, for those not on the know how (mostly everyone, i guess) i work on a call center, my job activities include paying for other employees' mistakes, being yelled at by angry (and more often than i would like, racist) Americans and being accused of being located at india. This is a very easy job in a way, but something you might not know is that im a very emotion driven (read, angry) person, these calls leave me really mad and i am powerless to reply to this people, it's part of the job to just it the abuse like a champ, but it's something i just cannot do.
I am completely unable to not give a fuck, so im gagging on my bile
So, why am i telling you this? it's not really destroying my life, but it is something that affects me artistically, because i am unable to draw (or write) when im on a bad mood, so i soothe my self by doing other things, by the time im in a mood to be creative again, my day is already gone and i get angry about feeling like i wasted a day. And thus no art and the vicious cycle goes on.
Ah but you might be wondering,"why should i care?" well, if youre on my long and old to do request list, then, aren't ya glad i don't charge in advance? jokes aside this is why i charge when the finalization of the pic is imminent, but there is more!
I started taking comissions because i needed money because i had no job, now i can't do comissions because i have a job, funny how that works, but the important part is i don't really NEED money anymore, so...
Against all my instinct, im going to do this, all commissions are cancelled, because i will still do them COMPLETELY FREE OF CHARGE! why? well, for making you wait for so long, sillies! that and because now you will wait a bit longer...so again, arent ya glad i didn't charge in advance?
i will try to FORCE MYSELF to work on the to do list, i don't promise everything will be done before the year is over, but at least by early jaunary it will, this i promise, because now i HAVE TO because im not well up there, but that's a story for another day.
so anyways, if you were on the waiting list just post to...uhm, just say hi, because i will do everything on the list anyways!
So come at me, bros.
So for those who care or noticed the sever lack of activity here, you might recall (or not) that i put the blame on my job. I think i need to actually go in detail for those who care, but it's mostly because this will bring me relief.
First off, for those not on the know how (mostly everyone, i guess) i work on a call center, my job activities include paying for other employees' mistakes, being yelled at by angry (and more often than i would like, racist) Americans and being accused of being located at india. This is a very easy job in a way, but something you might not know is that im a very emotion driven (read, angry) person, these calls leave me really mad and i am powerless to reply to this people, it's part of the job to just it the abuse like a champ, but it's something i just cannot do.
I am completely unable to not give a fuck, so im gagging on my bile
So, why am i telling you this? it's not really destroying my life, but it is something that affects me artistically, because i am unable to draw (or write) when im on a bad mood, so i soothe my self by doing other things, by the time im in a mood to be creative again, my day is already gone and i get angry about feeling like i wasted a day. And thus no art and the vicious cycle goes on.
Ah but you might be wondering,"why should i care?" well, if youre on my long and old to do request list, then, aren't ya glad i don't charge in advance? jokes aside this is why i charge when the finalization of the pic is imminent, but there is more!
I started taking comissions because i needed money because i had no job, now i can't do comissions because i have a job, funny how that works, but the important part is i don't really NEED money anymore, so...
Against all my instinct, im going to do this, all commissions are cancelled, because i will still do them COMPLETELY FREE OF CHARGE! why? well, for making you wait for so long, sillies! that and because now you will wait a bit longer...so again, arent ya glad i didn't charge in advance?
i will try to FORCE MYSELF to work on the to do list, i don't promise everything will be done before the year is over, but at least by early jaunary it will, this i promise, because now i HAVE TO because im not well up there, but that's a story for another day.
so anyways, if you were on the waiting list just post to...uhm, just say hi, because i will do everything on the list anyways!
So come at me, bros.
I miss talking to ya bro. While I can't say I've ever worked at a call center, I certainly understand the stresses you're going through. I was hoping to eventually get with you about a part three to that Rinji & Ardee encounter, which I (finally) posted btw. So go ahead and post it as well if you want. Perhaps if you're ever in a position to do so, I'd like to commission you for that last part. Til then, I wish you the best! If you ever want to chat for a few, I'm willing if I'm home for it. ^_^