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Think there's something wrong with me...
14 years ago
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Today was too awkward.... Kinda glad I can just write these down. Seeing as how almost no one but me reads these.
I stayed up way too late last night, and woke up with a killer head ache. I don't know why. I tried to take a nap during the day, but things just keep getting thrown back at me. I hate my luck. It's been nothing but a string of catch 22's that I can't seem to escape from.
First, Our Fireplace flue was clogged. After attempting to put a piece of wood on the hot charcoals of the fire, I left the fireplace door just a sliver cracked so that I could get better airflow. The cinders wouldn't escape because the crack was too small, but due to the clog, it backed up the smoke and filled the entire house at exactly 1 in the morning. Unfortunately for me, I had to stand there like an idiot with two electric fans blowing it out the open door, which let in the cold and made the house even colder then it already was. This, of course, Pissed off pops, and we sort of had an argument for two days about it.
And today, I learned that without a proper bank account, I can't cash the Cashier's clerk I got in the mail from my friend to pay the internet bill. So basically, I got screwed over. I now will owe the damn internet company $80 just to keep service. I keep getting slammed with all kinds of things that seem to just be pushing me back and ruining my holidays. I can't be happy. what's even worse is that when the clerk asked me if I was the right age, I said yes. Thing is, I'm a bit older then the age she asked. So not only did I make a complete fool of myself by filling my house with smoke, and forgetting my own damn age, We went shopping and then I was so damn shocked and disappointed in myself, I went blank and made a fool of myself at the shopping center.
I don't know if what happened is because of just a bad luck string, tiredness, or the fact my brain probably has a damn tumor, or it's rotten, but it seems that lately, I can't really care or focus on anything. I seem to be stuck in a rut. Screw these damn times and screw whatever I did to deserve such bad luck. Perhaps it's time for a new change.
I stayed up way too late last night, and woke up with a killer head ache. I don't know why. I tried to take a nap during the day, but things just keep getting thrown back at me. I hate my luck. It's been nothing but a string of catch 22's that I can't seem to escape from.
First, Our Fireplace flue was clogged. After attempting to put a piece of wood on the hot charcoals of the fire, I left the fireplace door just a sliver cracked so that I could get better airflow. The cinders wouldn't escape because the crack was too small, but due to the clog, it backed up the smoke and filled the entire house at exactly 1 in the morning. Unfortunately for me, I had to stand there like an idiot with two electric fans blowing it out the open door, which let in the cold and made the house even colder then it already was. This, of course, Pissed off pops, and we sort of had an argument for two days about it.
And today, I learned that without a proper bank account, I can't cash the Cashier's clerk I got in the mail from my friend to pay the internet bill. So basically, I got screwed over. I now will owe the damn internet company $80 just to keep service. I keep getting slammed with all kinds of things that seem to just be pushing me back and ruining my holidays. I can't be happy. what's even worse is that when the clerk asked me if I was the right age, I said yes. Thing is, I'm a bit older then the age she asked. So not only did I make a complete fool of myself by filling my house with smoke, and forgetting my own damn age, We went shopping and then I was so damn shocked and disappointed in myself, I went blank and made a fool of myself at the shopping center.
I don't know if what happened is because of just a bad luck string, tiredness, or the fact my brain probably has a damn tumor, or it's rotten, but it seems that lately, I can't really care or focus on anything. I seem to be stuck in a rut. Screw these damn times and screw whatever I did to deserve such bad luck. Perhaps it's time for a new change.
