ok this isn't a random journal like last one. it's true is simply a song in a game galled osu!stream for ipod, hardest song available.

now to the serious part. i dont know if it's the season, the fact that im stuck in a boring house, the weather, not being with my girlfriend  cmtmrqz or the fact that ifeel ive let everybody down, but im feeling low.

i havent waned to rp lately, as it brings me down knowing i could bever be my fursona. its stupid, but eh, im weird. i might be smiling, but deep
down i just want to get out or something. please dont worry for me or *hug* me or awww me, that will only annoy me more. i just want everybody to have clear that im not feeling good at the moment, and i will act weird maybe a few days, more or less.

merry christmas/hanukkah to all that celebrate

love you all er something

sorry T_T