so about 2 months ago i wound up in the hospital, didnt wake up for 2 weeks, i have NO idea wtf happened and noone will tell me shit about it, i just got out, come home to find that my friend had taken my place over to make sure i didnt lose it (which im close to it.) and the fear that the ones i love (including you guys on FA) will hate me or have moved on.i wont be on again until sometime in jan... wont be able to pay the interwebz bill and i HAD plans to get the hell out of this damned state but that person prolly hates me now so... ANYWAYS, love all of you guys. even the one that prolly hates me; listed above.