Well, from my last depressing journal things got worst. Last Sunday, my computer doesn't start up. After Panicking for about 3 hours trying to fix it, I ended up fucking the whole thing up.

In other words, I lost ALL my drawing and stuff. I had like a dozen sketches and a 2 finished pics and now they're pretty much done. I had to reformat my computer and I finally upgraded my computer to windows 7. Since my laptop has a virtual Vista disc, i couldn't really use it boot up my computer since the start up files died.


So yeah, among other things, got jewed out of a game I was looking for and christmas just isn't that jolly this year since we don't really have that much money for presents =\. I'll have to say this is my worst christmas ever having going through all this garbage of career failure, computer trouble, and no gifts.

I KNOW it's not the worst possible christmas but it sure is the worst I've ever experienced. I'm over it but it really stings getting kicked while I'm down when it comes to my whole art ambition.

However, My friends really picked me up this holiday so it's not nearly as bad as I could've been. Because really, Friends and family bring the most happiness, not some crap you can buy at a department store.

So MERRY CHRISTMAS, HAPPY HOLIDAYS and I might work on another Christmas pic for you all since it helps cheer me up haha. =]