This past year has been probably the hardest for me to cope with ever. I went through tremendous loss and pain, from several beloved pets, to a broken, beaten and shattered heart. But when a door closes a window opens and as my mother says; “everything happens for a reason”. It is the hardest quote to believe, because at the moment in time, it is impossible to see said reason for it is shadowed in darkness. It took me months and months to overcome my pain, and even still, I know there will always be a scar forever left on my heart. However, recently my dark cloud has lifted and I have found the light.

After a magnificent weekend away at the most romantic place on earth; Niagara Falls, I have found a new mate. Actually, I would like to think we found each other.  Avilon and I have discussed the potential of mateship and have both agreed to be in a wonderfully closed relationship.

He is just want I need and I for him as well. We both have a similar past and thus our understandings of one another goes above and beyond my wildest dreams. As him and I walked the falls hand in hand, everything just fell into place. My whole life, the heart ache, the pain, it all began to lift, and I smiled. I have not had a reason to smile in many long months; in fact I had been pretty miserable leading up to the holidays, but not anymore.

So here’s to you my dearest  Avilon thank you for all that you have done, thank you for being there, thank you for seeing the human behind the mask, for seeing what good is left from this once broken fusky. I am no longer just existing day to day, as you give me reason to live again.. to love again. I wish you the warmest of Christmas wishes and I cannot wait to ring in the New Year side by side, a new start, a new beginning... together.

I got what I wanted for Christmas... and thank you  shadowkatbt for keeping me going, thank you to  Husky-O for your kind words and to  Raverfox420 and  Mune for lifting my spirits and encouraging me that there was someone out there for me. Thank you to everyone for being so supportive of me through some of my darkest hours. Thank you, thank you all.

I’ll leave you with these simple words... No matter how your heart is grieving... if you keep on believing... the dream that you wish will come true...