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Valentine: To my only love
17 years ago
This is where we are, and how far we have come.
It's trivial to strangers, but astounding to some.
You were my dream, for over two and half years,
with days mixed with torture, longing, and tears.
I battled myself, while your attention was grabbed.
I stood up to lies, while my back had been stabbed.
I stayed honest and loving, not caring the cost.
I gave you my all, even after I'd lost.
You always came first, that's how I had thought.
You'd always be loved, no matter what pain be brought.
But finally I confessed, and confided to you.
All that had happened, and what I'd been through.
It all had worked out, I held out for so long,
but I knew you were worth it, with you I belong.
I could have kept this little bit privet between just me and my love, but I thought it better to show just how much she is loved.
Just like the poem says, for over 2 1/2 years, I longed to be with her. But due to lies told about me, and the acts of others, she was lead away from. I never stopped talking with her, and always seemed to keep her close. She was left broken by the ones who had lead her away from me. And slowly, I helped to bring her back up.
When things had begun to get better for her, she asked me why I hadn't tried to be with her... the truth came out. I confided to her how I lost hope that she would ever be with me, so I did what I could to keep her happy in any other way I could. Many of the things I had done caused me a lot of personal anguish, including helping her salvage or rebuild a previous relationship, coaching both sides on what to say and explain each others situations (behind both their backs non the less).
Why? Because I loved her, I loved her so much that that her happiness meant so much more than mine, that I would do what I could to help make her happy... if even with someone else. We discussed a lot of things, and debunked some nasty lies that had been said about me.
So after 2 1/2 years of waiting, we were finally together, and still are today.
I would not be half the person that I am today without her. I would be lost in a very dark place with probably still no motivation or faith in myself. She has given me so much, and I still feel unworthy of her love admiration.
So, to my future wife. I love you. So very much. I'm sorry for not being better for you, when I know should have so much more, but I will do all I can for you, for us. Happy Valentines day (If even a day early).
It's trivial to strangers, but astounding to some.
You were my dream, for over two and half years,
with days mixed with torture, longing, and tears.
I battled myself, while your attention was grabbed.
I stood up to lies, while my back had been stabbed.
I stayed honest and loving, not caring the cost.
I gave you my all, even after I'd lost.
You always came first, that's how I had thought.
You'd always be loved, no matter what pain be brought.
But finally I confessed, and confided to you.
All that had happened, and what I'd been through.
It all had worked out, I held out for so long,
but I knew you were worth it, with you I belong.
I could have kept this little bit privet between just me and my love, but I thought it better to show just how much she is loved.
Just like the poem says, for over 2 1/2 years, I longed to be with her. But due to lies told about me, and the acts of others, she was lead away from. I never stopped talking with her, and always seemed to keep her close. She was left broken by the ones who had lead her away from me. And slowly, I helped to bring her back up.
When things had begun to get better for her, she asked me why I hadn't tried to be with her... the truth came out. I confided to her how I lost hope that she would ever be with me, so I did what I could to keep her happy in any other way I could. Many of the things I had done caused me a lot of personal anguish, including helping her salvage or rebuild a previous relationship, coaching both sides on what to say and explain each others situations (behind both their backs non the less).
Why? Because I loved her, I loved her so much that that her happiness meant so much more than mine, that I would do what I could to help make her happy... if even with someone else. We discussed a lot of things, and debunked some nasty lies that had been said about me.
So after 2 1/2 years of waiting, we were finally together, and still are today.
I would not be half the person that I am today without her. I would be lost in a very dark place with probably still no motivation or faith in myself. She has given me so much, and I still feel unworthy of her love admiration.
So, to my future wife. I love you. So very much. I'm sorry for not being better for you, when I know should have so much more, but I will do all I can for you, for us. Happy Valentines day (If even a day early).
<.< you should have let the other relationship fail though XD *Shakes fist at you!*
I love you so very much and I hope that you get my present I sent to you, today or tomorrow ^^;;; although the poem seems like such a better present now then what I got you. X3
I love you so very much. *huggles you tightly* I cant wait until we can hold eachother again T_T I miss your face!