finally the deed has been done, i have successful quit my college for good now, am surpsied how quick the process was even with them trying to convice me otherwise. At least i do not have to pay the grants(free-money) i was given back. but am looking at a $4500 -$4600 debt i own to that collage now. but hey thats better than having to pay $10,000 plus like many others do.

but my mother is going to find out if it is $4500-4600, since i was only their for a semster and a half so i should have to pay more than the books and materials and 8 classes i went though. since she want me to have money for a car and lincense. now i have to go on my orinirnal plan, this was destined to happend, since i foolish choose a coarse that i know my weakness lied in and i did not read more about the corase to prepare for it, i choose it out of a moments passion.

so now i will work more at my job cleaning the bathrooms and do prep work in the food to make up for the money i need. i knew this would happend, but denying destiny is pretty difficult with this body i have. now at least i can put more money in the bank and get my car and lincese. so in way this got my life off the delay process. plus college is retared and it not worth my time. no matter what i will still save my money for my future and pray to have the future i seek so dearly, i DO NOT REGERT, my DESCICION. and if you disagree or look down on me, than i suppose thats on you.  moontree