Reflections
13 years ago
Sittin in a McDonald's before work, listening to the most fucking obnoxious person ever talk in the most nasal voice ever in the next booth while lookin at trans furry porn on my ipod.
My life is fail.
I have a lot of plans this year to become a better and more independant person. Mostly more independant, I hardly care about being "better". Unless we are talking healthwise. I want to lose some weight and make my legs more useable, but biking isn't an option since this entire town is HILLS and I need moderate resistance at most or I'll risk tearing my knees up more.
Also, it's looking like I'm gonna have to wait for Gainesville to try starting T. Which is fine, since that means I'm going tp drop the subject around my fucking asshole grandmother. Everything should be about HER anyway e.e
In better news, I think she's giving the dog away. He doesn't respond to training or discilpline, and I'm always stuck taking care of him. I don't care how old you are, don't get a fucking dog if you aren't going to feed it or get off your lazy ass to walk it a few times a day.
My life is fail.
I have a lot of plans this year to become a better and more independant person. Mostly more independant, I hardly care about being "better". Unless we are talking healthwise. I want to lose some weight and make my legs more useable, but biking isn't an option since this entire town is HILLS and I need moderate resistance at most or I'll risk tearing my knees up more.
Also, it's looking like I'm gonna have to wait for Gainesville to try starting T. Which is fine, since that means I'm going tp drop the subject around my fucking asshole grandmother. Everything should be about HER anyway e.e
In better news, I think she's giving the dog away. He doesn't respond to training or discilpline, and I'm always stuck taking care of him. I don't care how old you are, don't get a fucking dog if you aren't going to feed it or get off your lazy ass to walk it a few times a day.
Anyway, walking works just as well as biking. In fact, it's better than biking or even jogging. Walking is the most natural of movements in the body, so try walking for exercise. Biking can overstretch the muscles in the legs and jogging is really bad on the ankles, especially for those with more weight to carry. There's this sort of "plan" I use (well not now, I'm sick) that helped me get into walking and even started to like doing it.
And y'know? I already take care of the two cats. I feed them, change the litterbox, clean the litterbox, etc. And only one is even mine.
ALSO. I only prefer biking because that kills two bird with one stone. Exercise and cutting gas costs. Which then doubles my exercising at least, since I don't much have to take time out of my otherwise busy schedule to start a walk. And if I lived in Savannah still, or anywhere that it was viable to stay outside for more than five minutes, I might even enjoy walking. Not that there is jack shit to see around here.
Really, I miss Savannah. The land was flat, it was a historical city, covered in flowers and vines, with parks at almost every other block, a large fountain in the biggest park, which spanned over ten blocks long and I think three or four blocks wide. It was really gorgeous. I could smell flowers as I passed or maybe a barbecue at one of the family restaurants, and pass all of the antique stores and the art stores and the nifty little hole-in-the-wall coffee shops... Ugh. I miss Savannah so much v.v
I can't bike. :C I have zero balance. ZERO. I can't even walk straight without threatening to topple sideways.
Why'd you move away? I forget if you mentioned it.
And I got fired. Then evicted. So I had no money and no home 8D So I moved with my parents, then they evicted me too.
If I didn't have a shitty house and no room (and if I knew you better) I would offer you a better place. :| Seriously.
I would things are gonna get better, you seem the kind of person that when life gives you shit you put it in a bag, set it on a porch, light it up and ring the doorbell.
All the best for 2012 and beyond!
That also sounded better before typing it out, but IT'S TRUE. I wish I were a writer, but I know I lack any and all form when it comes to writing. Comes out like tossed salad.
And man, I really do put myself out there up on the webs. Sometimes I forget. XD But yeah, fuck all dat shit. I'm gonna do some REAL stuff this year. I got my car insured and I'm gonna get it registered soon, then start saving up for the big move. I want to have a few month's rent ready, just so that I can work on both getting a part-time job for rent and getting an apprenticeship at a tattoo parlor. ;3