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vain?
13 years ago
I have pictures of Alfa (as in fursuit) as my desktops and backgrounds on everything. I realised a few days ago that that is basically just pictures of myself. In a 'suit all be it, but it's still me in there.
I spend hours a day actively - or more usually passively while doing something else, but still - looking at pictures of myself thinking how good I look. Often, thinking thoughts I usually reserve for behind closed doors filter groups.
What struck me was that I don't see me in those pictures, I see Alfa. However, that is me in the pictures. There's no getting away from that.
So, does that make me vain? Narcissistic perhaps? Just strange?
He is hot though, no question! ^^
I spend hours a day actively - or more usually passively while doing something else, but still - looking at pictures of myself thinking how good I look. Often, thinking thoughts I usually reserve for behind closed doors filter groups.
What struck me was that I don't see me in those pictures, I see Alfa. However, that is me in the pictures. There's no getting away from that.
So, does that make me vain? Narcissistic perhaps? Just strange?
He is hot though, no question! ^^
But also if you think about it, most of us consider our characters to be an extension of who we ware. So in theory, when you see Alfa in a picture, you may as well be looking in a mirror, if you think about it.