so today i thought i needed a part for my car and i ended up being wrong and i feel like i wasted 70 dollars that my loving pet gave to me and :vyrchu: my best friends time helping me install it.... my clutch went out and i can't even get my car to move and thanks to my other loving pet :Xavierfox: i might get it fixed...... but i still feel like i'm letting my mate :unlovedcoatwearer: and my two pets down..... as the most dominate person in our family i can't even support myself and i have to rely on others..... i feel like i'm doing something wrong.... like i always have been since i was younger.... i mean my real family threw me out at the age of sixteen...... what did i do to deserve what i have going on for me right now..... -sigh- again sorry for wasting your time if you opened this..... i just use this to vent for some reason.... i'm going to go to bed now.... sorry every one ........ ;~;