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Day 5, 1/13/2012 1:00 AM
13 years ago
I meant to type this earlier in the night...but something forced me into sleep. I don't know what, but I was searching things on ebay, watching a video on youtube, and the next thing I know, I wake up in my bed hanging from the middle. And now, I can't sleep, in fact, I'm wide awake now. Anyway, onto the day.
It actually started to snow here today, and boy did that make me smile. People here complain about how cold it is, but I can't notice it, temperature doesn't real take effect on me. I love snow, and the beauty it carries with it, especially if a gentle wind is pushing behind it. People give me strange looks when I tell them my favorite weather is a cloudy day, possible drizzle, and slight wind. I'm not a sunny person, what can I say.
That government paper is pratically impossible to understand, luckily this weekend I'm getting some help, so that'll get done, and I can enjoy my normal game nights again. Man, that...random sleep thing is still...stranging me out, I don't remember even going on the bed. Ah well, Nocturnals RULE!
I didn't do any chatting today, mainly because nobody was there to chat with. Luckily I wasn't having one of my confused and upset days. I still have my butterflies, and they seem to multiply around group settings. And speaking of group settings, our school had a *cough cough* "Pep" assembly, and it was easy to see what the school didn't have. Funny thing was, they did a pride coin drawing, where kids that were given these wooden coins by teachers hand them in to enter a drawing for a prize. Some how...I won something. I don't know how, since I've never gotten a coin, and I never even tried to get one, so I was baffled.
You know, looking up in the earlier sentence in the last paragraph, I remembered one of my biggest recent wishes. I want to be more goofy. Nearly all of my teachers are telling me that I'm the most mature of the class for a 17-year-old. I wonder if that's really a good thing. Do I really have issues...being slightly immature? I feel if I don't know how to be goofy and open...I'll be torn to shreds if I go to any style of con, and I don't want to go to a con fearing this, I want to go in hopes of making friends and having fun, getting to see others like me. Ugh, I just feel...majorly boring. I'm creative in my head, but I don't know if I'm the same to people that ACTUALLY want to talk to me, and I don't want to turn them away with...being boring. You know, Earthbound had an item in the game. A book used to overcome shyness. I really need that book right now.
Well, here's hoping for a good weekend, come friday.
Pheen
It actually started to snow here today, and boy did that make me smile. People here complain about how cold it is, but I can't notice it, temperature doesn't real take effect on me. I love snow, and the beauty it carries with it, especially if a gentle wind is pushing behind it. People give me strange looks when I tell them my favorite weather is a cloudy day, possible drizzle, and slight wind. I'm not a sunny person, what can I say.
That government paper is pratically impossible to understand, luckily this weekend I'm getting some help, so that'll get done, and I can enjoy my normal game nights again. Man, that...random sleep thing is still...stranging me out, I don't remember even going on the bed. Ah well, Nocturnals RULE!
I didn't do any chatting today, mainly because nobody was there to chat with. Luckily I wasn't having one of my confused and upset days. I still have my butterflies, and they seem to multiply around group settings. And speaking of group settings, our school had a *cough cough* "Pep" assembly, and it was easy to see what the school didn't have. Funny thing was, they did a pride coin drawing, where kids that were given these wooden coins by teachers hand them in to enter a drawing for a prize. Some how...I won something. I don't know how, since I've never gotten a coin, and I never even tried to get one, so I was baffled.
You know, looking up in the earlier sentence in the last paragraph, I remembered one of my biggest recent wishes. I want to be more goofy. Nearly all of my teachers are telling me that I'm the most mature of the class for a 17-year-old. I wonder if that's really a good thing. Do I really have issues...being slightly immature? I feel if I don't know how to be goofy and open...I'll be torn to shreds if I go to any style of con, and I don't want to go to a con fearing this, I want to go in hopes of making friends and having fun, getting to see others like me. Ugh, I just feel...majorly boring. I'm creative in my head, but I don't know if I'm the same to people that ACTUALLY want to talk to me, and I don't want to turn them away with...being boring. You know, Earthbound had an item in the game. A book used to overcome shyness. I really need that book right now.
Well, here's hoping for a good weekend, come friday.
Pheen
