I don't know what it is but I just feel horrible

I've been sick today and saturday my head and stomach hurts, my nose is running just the sick thing but that's just being sick I just feel like a total derpreshion coming over me I feel like Ive been betrayed and hit with baseball bate as hard as someone can.

It's just not going well for me I came home I felt sick to stomach and for no reason my parents yelled and sister at me and my brother made it worse when he came home and he saw this and he was trying to defend me it just got in whole argument and I feel terroble cuz I have this feeling that some how I caused this whole argument and that just makes me feel worse and I had some weird spell dering the whole thing that I accutly blacked out I don't know why or how I just felt light headed and feel down and the next thing I know I was in bed in my room later on my sister said she was sorry for yelling at me for no reason I still don't know why they yelled at me to begin with.

And another thing is that I feel horrible that I didn't do good on all my request and Trade I did I feel like I did horrible on them all them and I feel like it wasnet what everyone asked for and I kinda felt like I was betrayed on here too I not saying why I feel like that I not blaming anyone I love everyone on here and I love what you all do.

I just feel bad, phsically and mentaly

I got my family mad at me :tears: and I feel like I'm betraying you guys by posting this :tears:
I don't know what it is mabye I'm just emotional and mabye what I did are not what I was exspecting for others :tears:

I'm really sorry everyone :tears:
I'm really really sorry