The last month or so I've been in my own world way more than I usually am. And it's progressively getting worse. I focus so much on visiting "my world" and being Jesse (main character in my book), and living his exciting life. He's found love and fun with a flippin' hot guy. Jesse cares for him and vise versa. And then tragedy strikes here and there yet Jesse knows how to deal with it. I guess I just wish I had an exciting life. I live it through Jesse in my book, but he wants to crawl out of my head and make my life like his. But the rest of the real world can't see what I see. I promise you, I am not schizophrenic. XD Jesse is though. Which makes "my world" that much more interesting.

My life is so excruciatlingly slow right now it's not funny. I'm up for school in the summer/fall. Working on doing some other things. But they're all ... XP I want to get it all over with!

Ohh! And flippin' The Vines ... I am in love with this band! The voice, the lyrics, the vibe, the sound is purrfect and places me into my world even more. When I first discovered them I looked 'em up more and the singer, Craig - *melts like a fanboi* - is ffflippin' hot as hell! I dunno' what it is but he is! He is (or was?) a pot-head and always looks fried. He has Aspergers. With those facts he surprisingly makes good lyrics for some of the songs. And he has amazing bed-head-like hair. I find that very flippin' hot. Just saying'. ((And the title of this journal was inspired by their song "Spaceship". Deep meaning, that song.))

~ Sev

PS: Quite an odd journal, I must say. ~__~