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Involving my resolution, and my current mindset ^_^
14 years ago
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I scream and sing into darkness,
hoping to save the lost ones. I have been in a rather pleasant mood. I removed myself from Twitter temporarily, and have been off of FaceBook save for liking some things online and it linking back to FB. Due to have some art coming in soon and that will be it for me for a while.
I anticipate the art I am getting and at the same time I feel rather uneasy. I know I have been in several artworks before with other characters, of those, I think 3 have been pics where my wife wasn't involved, and only 1 of those were even after we started dating. As fantastic as the pictures have been I guess it never sat right with me. I get an awkward feeling...
Well a few of these next commissions are similar, in that a few have her in them, and a few don't. Well as it stands I never pictured Vex to be the type to be with so many people, even if it is just art. So after these last few pictures, adult work of Vex will be scarce. Adult work of him with anyone who isn't Serpy, even more scarce.
A big thing of it for me is that usually when I get art like that, I want it to mean something...And well since my new years resolution is to be honest about how I feel and not hide what im thinking anymore I have to honestly say that I don't feel very close to anyone, save one person.
Thats not to say that I haven't tried to be closer to people, its that im losing people to try and be close to.
I don't really know what else to say about this.
But I will say this now....One of the pictures depicts Vex with another male character. It is rare. and no, dont ask.
Even writing this I get a sick feeling in my stomach...Or maybe thats because of INSANITY...Either way, Im sure I haven't ruined anyones dreams or anything lol and I don't really expect much in the means of comments, just figured I would let people know, in keeping with my Resolution.
If you take anything away from this, please let it be that I am not upset, or sad or anything, but I just wanted to say what was on my mind ^_^.
I hope you all are doing well and I look forward to posting more later.
EDIT!!!!
I will still be posting my old art from my last account, those arent included in said art above.
I anticipate the art I am getting and at the same time I feel rather uneasy. I know I have been in several artworks before with other characters, of those, I think 3 have been pics where my wife wasn't involved, and only 1 of those were even after we started dating. As fantastic as the pictures have been I guess it never sat right with me. I get an awkward feeling...
Well a few of these next commissions are similar, in that a few have her in them, and a few don't. Well as it stands I never pictured Vex to be the type to be with so many people, even if it is just art. So after these last few pictures, adult work of Vex will be scarce. Adult work of him with anyone who isn't Serpy, even more scarce.
A big thing of it for me is that usually when I get art like that, I want it to mean something...And well since my new years resolution is to be honest about how I feel and not hide what im thinking anymore I have to honestly say that I don't feel very close to anyone, save one person.
Thats not to say that I haven't tried to be closer to people, its that im losing people to try and be close to.
I don't really know what else to say about this.
But I will say this now....One of the pictures depicts Vex with another male character. It is rare. and no, dont ask.
Even writing this I get a sick feeling in my stomach...Or maybe thats because of INSANITY...Either way, Im sure I haven't ruined anyones dreams or anything lol and I don't really expect much in the means of comments, just figured I would let people know, in keeping with my Resolution.
If you take anything away from this, please let it be that I am not upset, or sad or anything, but I just wanted to say what was on my mind ^_^.
I hope you all are doing well and I look forward to posting more later.
EDIT!!!!
I will still be posting my old art from my last account, those arent included in said art above.
I love my Thylacine with all my heart! <3
<3
Do not lead me, I may not follow. Do not follow me, I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend.
And I totally get you feeling awkward or sick when it comes to this stuff... Your character is you're representation of, well, -you-. So it makes complete sense to me that you'd feel uneasy about him being depicted in certain adult pics... I wouldn't want Senti to be drawn that way with just anyone, either!