So depressed
14 years ago
General
Don't mind this journal it's just me letting off some steam.
I'll just draw something and probably feel better.
For now though, I'm going to go to sleep. And who knows maybe a plane will crash into my house while I'm sleeping and I wont have to wake up to this living nightmare.
right now I feel like pinkie pie with her hair down.
I wish I never dropped out of High school and I hate how every job listed in the news paper says that you have to have a GED.
Just how much fucking talent does it take to wash dishes huh?! none that's what. and I am so sick of life and how I grew up with no support from home. no one to make sure I did my homework. no one to care if I skipped school.
To those that read this. PLEASE don't have kids if your poor or if you don't have at least a GED yourself. though odds are that if you don't have a GED than you're probably poor too.
If you have kids under those circumstances they will live a horrible miserable doomed life. the world is not set up for unlearned people the way it used to be. I cant walk into a factory and get a job like in the fifties, no now I have to have a degree in this or a degree in that or a license to do this or a license to do that. I cant even work at a restaurant because so many people like myself already have that job and so there is none left for me.
I've been out of work sens last JUNE! june folks.
do you know how emasculating it is to be out of work that long? how depressing it is?
The short answer is it sucks.
God please give me a job, PLEASE!
I'll just draw something and probably feel better.
For now though, I'm going to go to sleep. And who knows maybe a plane will crash into my house while I'm sleeping and I wont have to wake up to this living nightmare.
right now I feel like pinkie pie with her hair down.
I wish I never dropped out of High school and I hate how every job listed in the news paper says that you have to have a GED.
Just how much fucking talent does it take to wash dishes huh?! none that's what. and I am so sick of life and how I grew up with no support from home. no one to make sure I did my homework. no one to care if I skipped school.
To those that read this. PLEASE don't have kids if your poor or if you don't have at least a GED yourself. though odds are that if you don't have a GED than you're probably poor too.
If you have kids under those circumstances they will live a horrible miserable doomed life. the world is not set up for unlearned people the way it used to be. I cant walk into a factory and get a job like in the fifties, no now I have to have a degree in this or a degree in that or a license to do this or a license to do that. I cant even work at a restaurant because so many people like myself already have that job and so there is none left for me.
I've been out of work sens last JUNE! june folks.
do you know how emasculating it is to be out of work that long? how depressing it is?
The short answer is it sucks.
God please give me a job, PLEASE!
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