My name is Adonis Zander DaMontrey, I am 15 years old 16 by April im 6'1 and 192 pounds. By Birth I'm Charles Alexzander and as a furry I'm Tenshi Shinzou. My Name is meaningless at this point though. I'm not famous i didn't do anything important and, i never will. I will be a random soul walking a random street living in a random house. All i ever want in life is to be happy. I want to find a job i love and a guy i admire. I always wanted a love story falling in love with my best friend or meeting a guy by fate. Sharing romantic moments fun Moment good times and Bad. Were i live though it makes that imposable though. Its not that there aren't any Gay or Bi guys around here but its who i am. Guys don't look at me and see a nice guy who just wants to treat them right they see an odd child who they wont share anything in common. I find it understandable through. Why should they see anything important about me? i am odd and i probably wont be compatible with them. There up beat in style your normal day to day person. From that i am forced to date online to hopefully find the one but it doesn't have a romantic feel to it i cant tell if we are connecting or not. Then i come into the problem of finding a guy my age. Guys older then me have a lot in common with me along the lines of interest and values but they cant overlook my age. Guys my age don't share the values and interest i have and we just end up butting heads and i end up single again. I'm not your normal 15 year old. My mind is set on going to college getting a good job buying my first home with the man i love and starting a family. I don't care about sex i don't care about losing my virginity, what i want in a relationship is understanding a connection between me and him. I cant stop watching Romantic movies and thinking that finding the one will happen to me like that but then i realize it wont. if i do find the one it will be online through a screen reading emotionless words in a box. You know i wouldn't mind the online dating if how we met how we came to be was more i don't know the word to use i been saying "romantic" a lot but thats not it. Like if we just talked found more and more in common he says something then i say something we get closer and closer and slowly edge into maybe holding hands or cuddling (yea i RP) and we just let it bloom over time before one of us ask the other out. I guess I'm being picky or something because i still cant seem to get that to happen. i highly doubt anyone read this far so I'm just going to stop. like i said i just need to vent. if you did read this far , Thank you.

~A.Z.D
Tenshi Shinzou