Hey guys. Ninju here. I know I haven't been on in a LOOOONG time. I have been just tied up with a lot of personal things. Well..... to start...... My mate is away and is going to be gone for about a month and a half. Its already hard enough to keep myself together, but I'm getting better. My husky Rex has been helping immensely when he can and so is my puppy Kai (yes he's my puppy too). Its just that I miss my Erik so much sometimes. I worry if he is alright and managing. It kills me to think that I cant help him if he gets upset, I cant comfort him if he is sad, I cant calm him down if he gets angry.... *sighs*

Anyways, When I have okay I have been focusing more on texting people rather then going on MSN. Its just easier that way for me. It also tends to give me an extra half hour to an hour on my phones battery life. I hate charging my phone.....

I'm done with this journal entry. I don't feel like talking anymore. I am tired a lot. I have been loosing sleep over worrying about my mate. I sometimes wake up in the middle of the night sweating and breathing heavily, sometimes I just wake up and cant bring myself to fall right back asleep. Its not getting any better as time passes..... but thank god its not getting worse....... adios.

~The Tired Ninja Tiger