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14 years ago
oops n/v mind guys, not gonna be gone for 2 weeks, it was all a big misunderstanding on my part
but in the little time i've been gone i became a major tumblr addict, got even more addicted to deadmau5 and skrillex, got so many compliments on my deadmau5 jacket at school <3, aaaannnnnddd
STARTED CREATINGcrappy MUSIC!!!!!
i plan to make more, it's just youtube takes forever and a half with uploading music >:C
i know it sucks, i'm new at this shuddup xDD
also no more art digitally, i'm only doing traditional now, art digitally just sucks and is boring now :I
but still keeping sai in case i ever change my mind
alsoalso omg i never knew so many people at my school like EDM music <33
although it still pisses me off when they call skrillex dubstep, i mean sure he does have some dubstep stuff but there is so much more to him than just dubstep, fuck people get yo facts right /allmyrage
alsoalsoalso i started new classes
i have mr. sand (who is fucking hilarious and awesome <3) english 11
mrs. liston (who is a total kucoo crazy teacher xDD but still pretty cool) american gov.
mr. hanson (who's boring and loud and a little weird o3o) economics
and mrs. spell (she's pretty cool too) english 12
YES TWO FUCKING ENGLISHS
>:C
i just got out of sophomore english (i was behind shut the fuck up)
now i'm doing junior AND senior englishs >:CCCC
so in english 12 i'm stuck in a class with all seniors and one other junior but he already took english 11
and mrs. spell is already teaching us stuff that we are supposed to have learned in english 11
BUT I JUST NOW AM TAKING THAT CLASS
/ragequit
so i put in a slip to see the consular to change my schedule
how do i even
but now i feel like a dumb dumb dummy pants because all the seniors in my class already took english 11 and so did matt (that other junior) and i just got out of english 10 (the sophomore english) ;A;
ALL MY CREYS ;________;
but in the little time i've been gone i became a major tumblr addict, got even more addicted to deadmau5 and skrillex, got so many compliments on my deadmau5 jacket at school <3, aaaannnnnddd
STARTED CREATING
i plan to make more, it's just youtube takes forever and a half with uploading music >:C
i know it sucks, i'm new at this shuddup xDD
also no more art digitally, i'm only doing traditional now, art digitally just sucks and is boring now :I
but still keeping sai in case i ever change my mind
alsoalso omg i never knew so many people at my school like EDM music <33
although it still pisses me off when they call skrillex dubstep, i mean sure he does have some dubstep stuff but there is so much more to him than just dubstep, fuck people get yo facts right /allmyrage
alsoalsoalso i started new classes
i have mr. sand (who is fucking hilarious and awesome <3) english 11
mrs. liston (who is a total kucoo crazy teacher xDD but still pretty cool) american gov.
mr. hanson (who's boring and loud and a little weird o3o) economics
and mrs. spell (she's pretty cool too) english 12
YES TWO FUCKING ENGLISHS
>:C
i just got out of sophomore english (i was behind shut the fuck up)
now i'm doing junior AND senior englishs >:CCCC
so in english 12 i'm stuck in a class with all seniors and one other junior but he already took english 11
and mrs. spell is already teaching us stuff that we are supposed to have learned in english 11
BUT I JUST NOW AM TAKING THAT CLASS
/ragequit
so i put in a slip to see the consular to change my schedule
how do i even
but now i feel like a dumb dumb dummy pants because all the seniors in my class already took english 11 and so did matt (that other junior) and i just got out of english 10 (the sophomore english) ;A;
ALL MY CREYS ;________;
Also, you're not a dummypants. The US's education system is broken, it can be very easy for students to slip through the cracks. I mean, you should always strive to work hard, but you can't completely blame yourself. You seem like the type to at least attempt to learn in school, I'm assuming. xD
yeah......
/hopesthismakesanykindofdamnsense xDD
but idk what's wrong. i mean all i know is i can't understand half of what they teach, i'm just way behind, under educated and shizz
but really right now i think i'm doing bad because of all the stress in my life, usually i mellow myself out with music and we can't have music in class (usually) and i don't even have a ipod or anything </3
Also, when's your birthday? o3o Ipod Shuffles and other brands of mp3 players are pretty cheap, maybe I can pull together some money and send it to you somehow? I know how much of a help music can be, dawg.
but fuck i can do this, see i know this may sound really stupid and fangirlish but really it helps me get through each day
this guy, right fucking here is my biggest idol ever: link
so i'm gonna copy/paste what someone wrote about him regarding that picture
Sonny grew up knowing his entire biological family, but knowing them as friends, having no idea they were related to him.
He was only 16 when he found out he was adopted and he’d known his biological family his whole life.
He was sent to boarding school.
He said in an interview he grew up in an area where the only real socializing he did was going to gigs, music was all he had.
He’s struggled with bulimia.
He’s struggled with self-harm.
He’s struggled with depression.
He’s struggled with self-hatred.
He’s still in a battle with himself over low self-esteem, low confidence and a negative self-image, which he’s trying to overcome.
He’s been through shit with record labels.
He had to make a name for himself all over again after leaving FFTL, with no help from his label.
As soon as he made a name for himself, his label found a loop-hole to get him back, doing what he didn’t want to do.
He’s had albums and songs he’d spent a lot of time on stolen from him.
This is just the tip of the iceberg. The fact that he still puts so much into what he does, he still cares about his fans so much, he still has a huge smile on his faceevery fucking day, he still manages to love his life, love what he does, have no bitterness, personally I think it’s pretty fucking amazing.
i agree with them. 100 fucking percent.
if sonny can make it through all that shit and still come out smiling and being awesome than i figure i can get through some stupid highschool/teenage drama c:
also awww ya don't have to do that for me bro <3
thanks anyways broskie /hugkissuglomptackles <3333
YOU SHALL LIVE
YOU SHALL SURVIVE
YOU SHALL RULE THE UNIVERSE >:3
/huggsnugglederps <3
/ohgodthatsoundedtotallycandianlol
I NOW BAN SCHOOL! xD