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I'm SO depressed, makes me wanna leave FA for sure...
14 years ago
Close Friends: Tsukun BrunoMeles JaleAlbatros
Brother: nativebearfur CleveArtois93 farmwolf13[/url [url=http://www.furaffinity.net/user/wer.....66]werewolf666
Father: scoobadex
Uncle: siriusdog
Nephew: Wolfandfur242
Pet: twhy
Master: GenoWolf1982
Bodygaurd: k9manx90
Creepy Neighbor Lucky_TyGar Please... excuse me for making this journal like that but...
These two years ago strikes back, on my moving account.
I was trying to fix problems with blueeyedwolf Since last weekend but yesturday, it still failed...
Last weekend, I had thought he knew who I am and got over this problem with me two years ago when I just got up to make kind comments on his work and replied while our little relationships went so well but yet...
Yesterday, he just found out is was actually me from my old account and he hided my kindful comments I made on some of his pictures. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/728...../#cid:51814345
Man... This makes me wanna leave FA for sure. Because I shouldn't screw that up to him from two years ago and I'm nothing but a bad person and who loves to piss everyone off... Everyone's gonna hate me when I got them in trouble and pissed them off seriously!!
So this is how I feel... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u-qLDd7J_h8
Dear BlueEyedWolf
Two years ago, you just blocked my old account so early for less when you replied my note since I just started watching you for the first time, but still.
Excuse me, I just gotten to your profile to give you proof how harmless and nice I am and proving you that I won't make the same mistake anymore... I thought you knew who that was in the first place. You blocked me two years ago because of my stupidity of demanding and you barely know me; and I already apologized to you for it and I said I'll never do that kind of stuff to you again since I had learned my lesson and wanting to get this settled. But yesterday, you hided my comments and blocked my moving account again when you just found out it was actually me because of my old account!!! This breaks my heart when you hided them because you don't like my kindness and I made this account 7 months ago!!
Second off, I just tried something that you could forgive me for my mistakes but you refuse and still think I'm a bad fur/person to you. You won't let me comment your arts at all since you're still thinking I'm not a good person to you but a bad person at all and still thinking I'm gonna make the same mistakes again!!! Your arts are wonderful to me. I just can't afford to lose great artists and to be blocked by great people like you. I really cannot afford it!!! I really want this over!!! Because I'm not too strong, mean, personal, and bad to you anymore! I am a harmless, kindhearted person like everyone else on this place here!!! If you always think of that, I do many things at my age in RL like I know how to cook, clean up, doing errands, and also practice driving to get my own permit.
Next time, I'm going to make a blog on LiveJournal for you and see me explaining the truth how harmless and kind person I am these days.
You can dislike me anytime you want but I do have good and fun relationships with other artists in here and they still likes me and I always did my best for improving my arts and stuff.
This journal is gonna be removed next time.
I am planning to leave FA for sure, because I am sick of this when I screw things up...
One last blocking from someone, I'm off from FA. If I actually leave, this means I won't piss everyone off and make trouble for them, right?
Thank you and good luck.
These two years ago strikes back, on my moving account.
I was trying to fix problems with blueeyedwolf Since last weekend but yesturday, it still failed...
Last weekend, I had thought he knew who I am and got over this problem with me two years ago when I just got up to make kind comments on his work and replied while our little relationships went so well but yet...
Yesterday, he just found out is was actually me from my old account and he hided my kindful comments I made on some of his pictures. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/728...../#cid:51814345
Man... This makes me wanna leave FA for sure. Because I shouldn't screw that up to him from two years ago and I'm nothing but a bad person and who loves to piss everyone off... Everyone's gonna hate me when I got them in trouble and pissed them off seriously!!
So this is how I feel... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u-qLDd7J_h8
Dear BlueEyedWolf
Two years ago, you just blocked my old account so early for less when you replied my note since I just started watching you for the first time, but still.
Excuse me, I just gotten to your profile to give you proof how harmless and nice I am and proving you that I won't make the same mistake anymore... I thought you knew who that was in the first place. You blocked me two years ago because of my stupidity of demanding and you barely know me; and I already apologized to you for it and I said I'll never do that kind of stuff to you again since I had learned my lesson and wanting to get this settled. But yesterday, you hided my comments and blocked my moving account again when you just found out it was actually me because of my old account!!! This breaks my heart when you hided them because you don't like my kindness and I made this account 7 months ago!!
Second off, I just tried something that you could forgive me for my mistakes but you refuse and still think I'm a bad fur/person to you. You won't let me comment your arts at all since you're still thinking I'm not a good person to you but a bad person at all and still thinking I'm gonna make the same mistakes again!!! Your arts are wonderful to me. I just can't afford to lose great artists and to be blocked by great people like you. I really cannot afford it!!! I really want this over!!! Because I'm not too strong, mean, personal, and bad to you anymore! I am a harmless, kindhearted person like everyone else on this place here!!! If you always think of that, I do many things at my age in RL like I know how to cook, clean up, doing errands, and also practice driving to get my own permit.
Next time, I'm going to make a blog on LiveJournal for you and see me explaining the truth how harmless and kind person I am these days.
You can dislike me anytime you want but I do have good and fun relationships with other artists in here and they still likes me and I always did my best for improving my arts and stuff.
This journal is gonna be removed next time.
I am planning to leave FA for sure, because I am sick of this when I screw things up...
One last blocking from someone, I'm off from FA. If I actually leave, this means I won't piss everyone off and make trouble for them, right?
Thank you and good luck.
Seems like you went through a similar problem I had. Last summer I too considered leaving FA after an incident involving him (though I was doing something that I will admit did give him a reason to be Mad at me), but I choose to stay in the end. I'm not telling you to stay, but if you do, there will be users who will miss you. I hope that whether you stay or go, you'll feel better in the end.
I hope everything will go away from me. *Hugs ya*
BTW, thank you for being one of my friend someday. *Hugs* And I drew well too.
Tell me what just happened to you at the first time? It'll help me a little. You can tell me.
look man, I've known you since you first came on here, and to be honest, I think you are a very kind person. You're cool, understanding, and you are just overall really great guy. You shouldn't let that one person get the best of you. One thing you have to understand is this is the internet. Not everyone is gonna like you. But that's no reason to walk away from everything. You've got friends here, a nice following, people who do actually like your work. You should be grateful for the friends you do have and that do appreciate your company.
One more thing, you should probably try to avoid making things like this a public matter. People don't like it when you're talking about them behind their back like this, especially when its no one's business but you and him. If he were to find this, he may not react very well to it. If you really want people to help you out, its best to talk privately. Do not get everyone involved.
But in the end, the decision is ultimately up to you, so do what you think is best.
The problem is that I just keep hurting others, being cruel to family members, mates, and even euthanized pets. Given the fact that I just keep hurting others, I actually WANT to be "forever alone!"