So... I've had like, no internet for the past two weeks. -_-; AT&T was being retarded, then the modem busted, bought a new one, it didn't want to work correctly, fixed it, then the router didn't want to work, got the router to work but had no connection to the internet, neither the modem or the router wanted to talk to each other, then got the modem to work without the router then it stopped working again and I finally got my parents to get our neighbor over to look it all over because I kept telling them I did what I could he had to do the rest.

Gee... look what's happened! It works now! O.O *head desk* I TOLD them to get him to come over to fix it... -_-;

Also had a pregnancy scare and the boyfriend and I talked it over heavily. Despite the fact that we're currently still trying to get a house (waiting on the bank to respond to my offer. ><; ), we decided that it's not really in our hands anyway so if it happens, it happens. Neither one of us is going anywhere like, ever. I've put him through a lot of shit, especially when he first moved out here, 1500 miles from his home, to be with me. He's stuck it out and has stuck with me despite a lot of crap I've been through and has been nothing but supportive. Also upon further thought after finding out I wasn't pregnant, I found that I was actually disappointed. =/ Being a mom is one of my dreams in life, has been for more years than I can count or care to count at this point, and I finally found someone worth it.

He's also up to something and won't tell me what it is, just that I don't have to worry about it. >.> Sneaky bastard... I'm at least PART feline! Don't tease the cat! D:

Also, I'm on cast for the St. Louis Ren Faire this year. I'll be working in Fae. :3 I iz a Faun! :D Might even be a certain fuzzy dragon on different days. <.< >.> It's going to be a VERY busy year! D:

All in all though...

I'M STILL ALIVE!!!

...

for the moment! @.@;;;