So...I think I'll be leaving this site for good soon...things are getting really, really upsetting lately and no one wants to talk to me right now about it and just take thier sweet time or wait for ME to make the move to talk...and I'm tired of what my ex puts me through emotionally so I think I'll leave this site and the other one that he knows of...he knows my number, but like hell he'll ever call me. It's pathetic, I get set up for disaster everytime....but I don't want to deal with it anymore.

If he wants you back so much "Andrew" then fine---take him! And as for you Jamey...I did like you...you were cool and I liked you...but if you can't live without him and just move on and go backwards in time to feel better so much then....I guess It's just over for me all together with anyone. I'm serious people, I'm going to be so done with dating...I'm just gonna go asexual since every time EVERYTIME I fall for someone something they do happens to make me want to die. I'm sorry I'm not sexually aggressive--I'm sorry I'm so much of a pushover girly-girl of a boy to be anything more than a wall flower--I'm sorry I'm so pathetic that no one wants to be with me.

To everyone else...I'm sorry you had to read this poor excuse for drabble. I know no one likes a drama rant. You can just ignore it all if you want...