Argh, can't art
14 years ago
I really wanted to make this year the one where I buckled down on doing more art, but it just isn't going that way. I have everything I need. Space to work, free time, materials. I have all these ideas I want to work on and commissions that I want to finish. But I just can't seem to work on anything. As much as I want to, and tell myself I need to, I feel that I have to stop every time I try to start. I get this terrible urge to stop working on anything I start most of the time. It's driving me nuts and I'm getting nowhere. What the hell is wrong with me?
This type of shit is holding me back from doing art professionally, and if I can't do it now I can't convince myself I'd be able to do it for a company. Please help =|
This type of shit is holding me back from doing art professionally, and if I can't do it now I can't convince myself I'd be able to do it for a company. Please help =|
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http://i.imgur.com/hLMh5.gif
Smashing! *snort*
SOON
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_i9Fa2UrDAk
The ultimate demotivational feat here would be to remind you that you are not getting paid for your personal artistic ventures, and none save your friends place any expectations on you in that department, so whipping yourself into action while adhering to your standards of quality is understandably difficult. I can relate to being hard on yourself, but unless you're going for the whole Spartan discipline thing and making schedule timetables, there is some leeway to enjoy. It's like listening to that one awesome song that you're very excited at the moment over and over again - the grim truth is after a hundredth listen you'll get burned out on it *will* need some fresh air time before it strikes you a poignantly again.
Another thing you could try is bribing your neurohormonal background into conceding by making sure you're very comfortable, have enough light and have all songbirds behind your windows properly exterminated. Or you may get some extremely boring game with gargantuan loading time and doodle in the interim, ditching the stupid game after your clutch has caught on.
Oh, and I also gravitate towards late evening in my creative moonshines, which if why I waste much of many otherwise unoccupied holidays.
Good luck getting back on track and riding high after that !
Don't stress over making an amazing finished piece of artwork over night. Pushing yourself, when you have no motivation wont get you anywhere.
You should pick a theme, and stick to it, and draw one thing a day for a whole month. Don't need to spend anymore then an hour or 2 on this one thing, don't stress and have fun. My current theme is speedpaintings for landscapes...
http://bonepile.tumblr.com/tagged/P.....ect%3APostBurn
some are from photos, some raw imagination...
You don't even need a theme, just draw one thing a day, and spend no more then a couple hours on it.
It will get you back into the habit
Sounds like you need to drop one, or the other, or even both for a while. Read a book instead, it will fuel your creative muse. It really sounds like the only thing stopping you, is you!
Also, I should catch you around sometime and show you my 50 pages of thumbnails/rough draft for chapter one of my comic...
My biggest problem lately is the usual ego-trip, yep. I sit in my studio with some stuff out and think, Man I'm just not good enough. Why bother? No one wants to hire me anyway. I'll never go anywhere. I know it's stupid to think but I keep hearing myself think it. Self esteem issues are hard to shake. I don't know why I always think I need to be better when I should just be myself. I think the submissions I gave to that game company recently they didn't want to pay or credit me for is still getting me down. I feel dumpy even mentioning it, need to move on.
I saw one of those speed paintings earlier, the one from May 13 with the stairs and the patterned floor. They're looking better and better. Really iconic compositions :O I tried a little hilly speed painting about a month ago after seeing you do them. Turned out alright.
And really, I'm incredibly thankful you're even paying attention. I've been in such a slump the past couple of months I didn't even know what to do with myself. Friends have been getting me gaming with them but I haven't done shit else. I even promised pictures to a couple of people and haven't done them, but I feel guilty about it every day.
I'd love to see comic drafts 8)