Meme
14 years ago
General
from now on, you can't tell lies, are you ready?
Yes.
Think back eight months ago, were you single?
I think so?
What do you carry with you at all times?
Something to entertain myself with (usually a book or a game system)
Are you a cuddler?
No.
What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed?
My bed doesn't have an underneath.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you text messaged?

How are you feeling?
Tired.
Is something wrong right now?
Kind of.
Are you mad at someone?
Kind of.
How much do looks matter to you in a guy/girl?
Don't care. Not interested.
What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
Today? I dunno.
How many TRUE best friends do you have?
One.
Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
I need a lot of sleep. I'm not lazy. It's hard for people to understand...
Where is your number one friend on your friends list?
will always be my best friend. Do you have anyone crushing on you?
Maybe? I dunno.
When was the last time you talked to your most recent ex?
My "ex" is my best friend.
Do you sleep with the TV on?
No.
Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
Never.
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
No.
Are you jealous of someone right now?
Kind of.
Where is the person you like like like right now?
...huh?
What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Cookie.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Sleeping.
What is the sexiest part of the opposite sex's body?
Do glasses count?
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes. At a con.
Could you handle a long distance relationship?
Easily. Much easier than one in person, in fact. I don't see why people have such a big problem with them. Physical contact...just isn't something I desire.
Could you cry right now?
Maybe? I'd rather not.
Are you okay with the life you live?
I guess.
Did you enjoy your day today?
Not really.
Do you have a tattoo?
No.
Would you ever get any piercings on your body, other than your ear?
No.
Ever had a song sang about/for you?
Yes, actually x3
What was the last thing you spent money for?
A game.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My mom.
Do you call it fall or autumn?
Fall.
11:11… Make a wish?
A cure for MS and all other incurable diseases.
Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?
and 
What were you up to at 9pm last night?
Probably playing Katawa Shoujo.
Do you hold grudges?
A lot. Unfortunately.
Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
No.
What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships?
No different than "straight" relationships. I don't see why people have such a problem with them,
Who was your last text from?
My mom.
Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Compared to other people, no. But 5th grade was for me. 5th grade was the year I lost my dad and had an abusive teacher, a cruel aide, and a racist teacher though, and was the worst year of my life. Things stayed bad but started to get better when I was around 15.
One thing you're looking forward to?
Getting a job.
Are you shy at first when it comes to meeting people?
Yes.
Has anyone ever called you sexy?
Only creeps.
What color is your camera?
Silver.
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
A teacher apologizing for causing trauma to a 10 year old child that continues to last even 11 years later? Let alone a teacher apologizing for hurting a child at all?
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Interestingly, I'm better at it in real life.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
Yes, but not in the romantic sense.
Have you ever overheard a conversation you weren't supposed to?
I've been told things I wasn't supposed to know, but not through overhearing a conversation.
By the way, what is your name?
Alex.
Are you currently in a relationship?
No. And don't want to be.
Do you give out second chances too easily?
Yes but it's hard for me to fully forgive people.
What color is your favorite hoodie?
Black.
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
I don't like kissing.
FA+

As for grudges, it's not something I can help. It's like asking why a person feels happiness or sadness or any emotion.