time with my current master seams to be growing further and longer between periods, it feals almost like we are falling apart and in honesty, i dont know if there is remorse on either side for this, we talk here and there, a hug and maybe a snuggle but we never do anythign, mayhaps we grew bored with eachother, mayhaps master is looking for anothetr pert or i am looking for another master, it could be that our time is just pre ocupied, but i feel from time to time as though we just dont care for eachother and even forget about eachother here and there. i feel ready to have things move on, but at the same time loath to be set free, its a trap for my feelings. id have to take off my colar and find me a new one, mahaps though it is for the best, mayhaps i can just let this slip and he wont notice and we will just slide from eachoterr and be invisible to eachoter, hmm, that almost sounds hopefull. maybe its me thats lost the interest. meh, i dont really know, but life moves and i dont want to be stuck thinking when i can be moving with it. any ideas or questions for me, im happy to answere, i can write by the way, and id like something to fill my free time, if you have any ideas, just, be redy to go over it with a grammer hsmmer.