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I am so sick and tired of being blown off. Everytime I just so happen to make plans with my friend(s). I get blown off. Either I get no call that they can't make it and I am all ready and sitting there waiting. I can't call them, bc I dont have long distance on my phone. Or I don't have their number or I have the wrong number. So I cant call them and see what is up. It really upsets me. I hardly get company. When I do it is like maybe once on a weekend every 2 weeks by my only friend who visits. I feel pathetic. Or she can come over, but then all of a sudden at the time she is coming something pops up and the plans are turned down. I never get to do anything. I dont go out anywhere, bc I dont have anyone to go with. I hate going a lone. It isnt fun. My other friend has a bf now. She acts like she dont know who I am anymore. I call her up and she knows my number and voice and she actually says everytime "Who is this?" She has caller ID and my name is on the phone. I am thinking to myself "wtf?" So i am like "Dana" and she says "Dana, oh yea, hey girl. Lemme call you right back." Does that everytime. So I am like what is going on here... It is making me wonder if she did something that would make me angry. She did that once before to a guy I had liked so much. Me and him were so close in dating back in June when he stopped talking to me and ignored me. I was like what happened. Come to find out he gave her a ride and she wanted to see how he was like for sex. So voila... Damn hoe does it again. She then acted differently. I know she got a bf but what is the problem now? Am I fading out or something? This is really hurting me that I got friends who act like this. I need new friends. I can only say that my only friend, who comes visit me, is the only one worth my attention.
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