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NOT OKAY!!! Please help me...
13 years ago
I'm on the verge of killing myself. Im so fucked.... last night my friend/crush tried to kill himself.
iwillylovecats:
This post was in my queue, so don’t bother saying anything to me about it.
Thank you tumblr for being such a big part of my life, and giving me an escape.
Especially thanks to these certain people who were at some point in my life:
Willy, i’ve loved you more than i ever loved anything, and you are special.
Dylan, you were the first to steal my heart, and show me what love was.
Stevie, the most amazing bestfriend i could have ever asked for.
Kyle, for actually caring more than anyone else ever has.
Jinx, for staying by my side as friend, despite what your friends wanted.
Oliver, for being there for me to the best of your ability through a really hard time in my life.
Sierra, for giving me countless reasons to smile.
Most other people didn’t impact me as much as the others, but even so, anyone i’ve ever met is to be thanked, for existing in my life for what ever reasons.
I didn’t lie when i said i wasn’t attempting suicide, since i planned to successful which at this time, i’ve already done, i’ve told my sister to wake me up 10:30 so i’ll be found. I didn’t want anyone calling the cops and preventing this.
Only reason why I am not dead is cause I'm not selfish... I relapsed and cut off most of my hair off. I found out this.... "he is going to be okay luckily he tried to OD and was still breathing when his sister found him, hes in the hospital and they have him stable, pumping fluids into him". I don't wanna feel this way.
I was in counseling and many therapies. my friend years back blew his brains out the back of his skull
i got the images out my head...
there back and 10x worse
iwillylovecats:
This post was in my queue, so don’t bother saying anything to me about it.
Thank you tumblr for being such a big part of my life, and giving me an escape.
Especially thanks to these certain people who were at some point in my life:
Willy, i’ve loved you more than i ever loved anything, and you are special.
Dylan, you were the first to steal my heart, and show me what love was.
Stevie, the most amazing bestfriend i could have ever asked for.
Kyle, for actually caring more than anyone else ever has.
Jinx, for staying by my side as friend, despite what your friends wanted.
Oliver, for being there for me to the best of your ability through a really hard time in my life.
Sierra, for giving me countless reasons to smile.
Most other people didn’t impact me as much as the others, but even so, anyone i’ve ever met is to be thanked, for existing in my life for what ever reasons.
I didn’t lie when i said i wasn’t attempting suicide, since i planned to successful which at this time, i’ve already done, i’ve told my sister to wake me up 10:30 so i’ll be found. I didn’t want anyone calling the cops and preventing this.
Only reason why I am not dead is cause I'm not selfish... I relapsed and cut off most of my hair off. I found out this.... "he is going to be okay luckily he tried to OD and was still breathing when his sister found him, hes in the hospital and they have him stable, pumping fluids into him". I don't wanna feel this way.
I was in counseling and many therapies. my friend years back blew his brains out the back of his skull
i got the images out my head...
there back and 10x worse
Chibi_Raven_Wolf
~chibiravenwolf
Aw man! I'm here if you want to talk about it. I'm attempted suicide before. Friends and family really helped me through it. Let me know if there is anything i can do to help.
Chibi_Raven_Wolf
~chibiravenwolf
I went to therapy for it as well which was surprisingly helpful. My councilor was great.
Jinx-Fox
~jinx-fox
OP
it helped now its back.
Rika_KittyWolf
!rikakittywolf
Sweetie if you need someone to talk to..note me and I'll give you my contact info. I know how it feels to relapse. I have several times in the years Ive been fighting it. I will be here for you..I'm not a fly by friend..ask anyone thats close to me..i stay close to my friends cause they want me to..and to be honest i love all my friends like family cause my family hates me so if you ever need someone girl..im here..just message me.
Aithne
~aithne
Well sweets, I don't think I'd be the best to talk to about the subject as I am suicidal myself.. But I will do my best to listen if you want to talk. I don't know if I can help or even say anything useful, but I don't want you to feel as if you are alone. I don't know you that much, but I am concerned about you. Please don't leave for good.
Silly-Red-Panda
~silly-red-panda
aw man I'm sorry to hear that, i wish i was there to make you to feel better I'm honest ... i hope nothing goes wrong =/ your good friend to me, i feel the same way too .
