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Sarrowful day and a great loss to me. :(
14 years ago
Today has been a long day. Lots of doctors and what not. I have been shacking and trying all day. To me one of the worst things happened. My Mom passed away. Now it is only my brother any myself. Family is coming up tomorrow and they have not really talk to me in forever. I am not looking for pity or anything like that. I just wanted to post my random thoughts to get them out there.
With the loss of my Mom I do not feel like doing much. I was very close to my mom. She was always there for me to point me to the right path. I feel so lost with out her. When I came home tonight I looked in her room hoping this was a nightmare only to find out it was not once the pup bit me for attention. I have been crying all day shacking as I break down. I almost hit two cars coming home from the hospital. I do not know what to do at this time. The worst part is there is only one thing I want right now and I know that there is not a soul that can give it to me.
Well Cheers to better days a guess. :/
Poem:
In my eyes
In my eyes my mom is strong.
In my mind my my is guidance.
In my heart my mom is love.
In my eyes my Mom is beautiful.
In my life Mom is Light
She protected me and guided me.
She was always there never wavering.
Always there to tell me it will be OK.
Mom I will never forget you.
I love you Mom.
Now it is time for you to rest in peace.
With the loss of my Mom I do not feel like doing much. I was very close to my mom. She was always there for me to point me to the right path. I feel so lost with out her. When I came home tonight I looked in her room hoping this was a nightmare only to find out it was not once the pup bit me for attention. I have been crying all day shacking as I break down. I almost hit two cars coming home from the hospital. I do not know what to do at this time. The worst part is there is only one thing I want right now and I know that there is not a soul that can give it to me.
Well Cheers to better days a guess. :/
Poem:
In my eyes
In my eyes my mom is strong.
In my mind my my is guidance.
In my heart my mom is love.
In my eyes my Mom is beautiful.
In my life Mom is Light
She protected me and guided me.
She was always there never wavering.
Always there to tell me it will be OK.
Mom I will never forget you.
I love you Mom.
Now it is time for you to rest in peace.
Mom would not want you to cry, she would not want you to break down she would not want you to falter, she would want you to press forward on the path ahead, she raised you to be strong and steadfast, honor her by keeping to what she has instilled in you sweetie, and no matter what remember....
Everything will be ok.
I was missing you and came to look around since been busy myself but im sorry for you loss I don't know how hard it is to lose someone that close and hope it never happens... *hugs tight*