I really don't like this time of the year, why? Because I get really lonely easy... and specially.. I don't have a boy friend yet... alot of people on here know how I'm feeling, but the ones who do have someone special in their life... you guys.. are really lucky... I wish I could.. have something that deep... I dunno.. I just.. feel stupid sometime. Am I not good enough? am I not looking hard enough? Its hard enough for me living where I am.. basically in the middle of nowhere! Both my parents accept that fact I'm gay, and well they had the feeling about that I was for a long time, some parents knows these things... and well they know its hard for me to find someone.. someone... who's right for me... I remember last year I just stayed in my room all day... I was really upset... you know how loneliness gets to you.
I know I'm just basically bitching and moaning but still... the only thing close I have is RPing.. Thats about it... just reading spelunkersal's comic the roommates makes me wonder... but he's lucky.. he has his boyfriend who they're engaged.. I dunno... just.. all the couples I see here on FA who are together in real life and can actually see each other.. well.. I..I just want something like that... I know my friends who I known for a while are there for me... but... not in the way.. that... I need... *sighs* I probably done enough bitching and complaining for one day sorry for wasting everyone's time.
I'm just gonna play some OoT 3D on my 3DS.