While playing a video game my mind's been off elsewhere. It's making me mad cause I can't concentrate on the game. I guess I've got to get this problem out of my brain or at least off my chest. I've seen a youtube video a while ago which I'll put a link to in a bit. The video states that men and women can't be just friends. Now, it's a broad statement that I'm having a hard time feeling is 100% true. I don't go a lot of anywhere and as such I ain't got any friends that are female. I'll agree for the most part I'd kinda agree. I know there has to be some exceptions to this stupid idea but other then being homosexual. When I look at society I see the good looking people having the most friends, and as such it makes more sense to me. But in the end I over analyse anything and everything. I tend to try to make everything make sense by looking into as many details I can think of, but still people are such strange things. I'm not saying that I'm not strange, I'm strange in my own way but I understand why I am the way I am for the most part. I tend to keep emotionally distant as much as I can, that's why I act like an ass most of the time or I try to be funny. I am frightened to death of looking people in the eyes for stupid reasons and I just can't face my own personal emotional scars.

Well, now that I've gotten my thoughts out of my head I'm going back to playing my video game maybe I'll concentrate much better, will be finally able to beat the stupid floaty rotating things and I won't brake another game controller this time I play and get pissed off. Anyway the video link is: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_lh5fR4DMA I hope anyone that reads this has good day I guess.


edit from my phone: beat it quite easily with my mind cleared whoo, I'm happy.