im a bit socially awkward as in i dont like to stay around large groups of people yet i hate being alone. i dont have problems making friends but my problem is keeping them. im not sure why i do it but i make a large number of friends then slowly push people out till only one remains. this person i make my best friend and i talk to them alot become clingy a little whiny at times when i dont get attention. i really hate myself for doing that. i dont like doing that but for some reason i keep doing it. over time the person i picked will talk to me less and ill start the prosses all over again. starting by kicking out the person but i dont always find a new group of people i sometimes pick the same people >.< its really hard on me sometimes because it reminds me of a 4 year old and their favorite show. it can change or stay the same and its at random times as well. i used to have a group of furs i talked to but i left them behind. i never can find the time to talk with them anymore.