I know I put this out there a lot, but commissions are open!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3134779/

I really need to save up money because I am trying to take my boyfriend to go meet my dad in the summer.
I have reasoning for not wanting to go by myself, so despite the fact that my dad will be paying for my ticket, I need to still save up money to pay for Will's.

Another reason I need to take in commissions is that I really want to buy Will a promise ring before he goes off to college and honestly I just want to get it before our anni?
So I am basically working to save up somewhere around 600~ dollars.

Or 200~ by 4/20 and another 400~ by July.


I know a lot of people don't really rank these kinds of goals as super high up there on the importance chart, but haha. To me they are?
So I would really appreciate commissions!

If you guys really want to read about why I am looking to get these things and why they are so important you can just read below!

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Trip to my dad

I haven't seen my dad since I was around 10 or so? The last time I visited him was nine years ago when I still lived overseas in Japan and was before he was diagnosed with MS. I've been putting off visiting him for a long time now as a lot has happened in nine years, such as me moving to the states, moving through states, generally going through high school, my dad retiring from the military because of his disability, and him having to move to Massachusetts so that he could have the support he needed from his parents and sister just in case anything bad actually ended up happening to him.

I honestly think that my dad is really embarrassed about letting me see him in a weakened state now that he has progressed further into MS. He rarely leaves his house, he orders all his food and cat supplies from amazon, has a ton of trouble falling asleep and even worse of a time staying asleep, so the only interaction he really gets is with his two cats and when on occasion he will make the trip out to see my grandparents. And I feel really bad about that, because I was supposed to visit a year ago but he told me not to come because he was afraid he would never feel well enough to take care of me or that I would just get bored being around him when all he did was move around his house in pain.

And that is why I want to bring Will with me to meet him. Not only because I want my boyfriend to meet my father, but also because then my dad won't feel so obligated to take care of me while I am there. He'll get to feel like my dad again too, since I'll be a daughter sharing someone important with her father. Just. I really want my dad to be okay with me being there without having to worry about me being stuck in the house with him the whole time or not being able to enjoy myself, because if Will were there we could go out and enjoy ourselves while also getting to meet my grandparents for the first time since I was maybe 2? He's just really an emotional support that I need when I go to meet them and a support for my dad to assure I'm taken care of.



Promise ring

This one might seem really cheesy? Lol but whatever. Basically my boyfriend is graduating high school in june I think and I really want to be able to get him a ring to wear everyday, especially when he leaves to go off for college since I will be staying behind to finish my AA at a local college. The promise ring is more of a personal want, because I have huge insecurity problems and I just really want to know that my relationship with him will be safe no matter where he is and it would just be a really great gift to get him. Idk. I would really like to be able to afford it by April 20th, which is our anniversary. While I realize that that is a bit close on time as far as getting money through commissions goes, for me anyway, I would really like to try it! And if I can't get it by then, I'll just buy him something else and save the money I do earn up for the plane ticket and I'll just continue my job hunt so that I can buy the ring at least before he goes off to college.

Sorry if this one seems dumb. Ahhh. ;___;