My temper tantrum is gone. Now I owe you all an explanation.

This week has been, very weird, full of [supposedly] signs, stress, work, etc. School is taking a toll on me, and I feel always exhausted now (even after a good weekend of sleep). Thursday and Friday were the worst days of school ever. My blood pressure dropped twice, I felt sick all day, and some other things I don't want to talk about happened.

Yes, it really makes no sense to get sad or anything, but I'm scared. Maybe it's my health, or some psychological reason I'm yet not aware of.

I'm very sorry for the last journal, and disappearing is not an option. I need to organize my head, and maybe see a doctor or something. Love you all, and thanks for reading through.

And one more thing~ please dont message me asking what's wrong. If I tell you, it would be because I want to do so, please don't pressure me to tell you. And don't worry, I'm fine now.

Love you all <3