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So.. Pregnancy and other ailments
13 years ago
Pregnancy sucks. I'm about 27 weeks 2 days in. Pretty far.
Then find out that the father? The guy I've been living with? Yep, hes cheating on me. Always makes things better.
fml.
I want to go back to Arkansas. :/ At least then I don't have to worry about why someone gets in from work then vanishes for 2-3 hours.
I wouldn't feel so... hidden and alone all the time, either.
If I go, he gets stuck with medical bills for the pregnancy up to where I am now... If I don't go, I think I'll go nuts trying to hide from his mother because he doesn't want his family to know about his "mistake".
And he says he "loves me". Fuck that noise.
Then find out that the father? The guy I've been living with? Yep, hes cheating on me. Always makes things better.
fml.
I want to go back to Arkansas. :/ At least then I don't have to worry about why someone gets in from work then vanishes for 2-3 hours.
I wouldn't feel so... hidden and alone all the time, either.
If I go, he gets stuck with medical bills for the pregnancy up to where I am now... If I don't go, I think I'll go nuts trying to hide from his mother because he doesn't want his family to know about his "mistake".
And he says he "loves me". Fuck that noise.
And, yeah... stress is no good. Makes my blood pressure go up, could cause a heart attack. Or put me into labor. I don't need that just yet. WAY too early. (Just now hit 3rd trimester)