I'm not sure if I fully understand the situation, but it sounds like your emotions fit with what's going on. I hope that whatever is going on you can get through it.

Just read what I told your brother no need to repeat myself when your twins and all XD

I see how you'd be confused, but I think your emotions are right. There is a bright side though. He made a reason to come back. And I think when he does come back, he'll take you with him then. That's my take on the situation.

thanks

You're welcome.^^

From what I can tell your emotions does fit with what's happened. The only advice I can give (whether it helps or not, I'm not certain) is to do your best to forget what happened and try to move on.

We didn't break up or anything he just went back to texas with out me is all. We are still together but we was suposta go back together but we didn't and I spent what feels like months sleeping next to him and now that he is gone things just don't feel the same. It is so bad that he left a few things here to come back for and I missed him so much I slept with his fav. hoodie just to have his scent close to me so I could sleep more at ease.

Well, I don't know what to say then.

Yeah I know it is such a confusing thing -.- it sucks but hopefully I will be able to push threw this and get better at trying to control my missing him until he comes back for me

I wish you the best of luck then.

Thanks

You're welcome.

*huggles tight* I think what you are feeling is just fine, and are things yo should be feeling. I can't think of any advice, but my brain has been blank the last few days.

-hugs back tightly- Thank you Shaiyla

*nodnods* I just wish I could be of more help.

Honestly I don't think anyone can be of any help really. Considering him and I are still mates and all he did was go back to Texas with out me for the time being. I think all this might be a whole lot worse for me if he didn't purposely leave things to show to me he will come back for me. I honestly don't blame him for going back and it helps a bit to know he is hurting about going back too. It just sucks I guess. Spending so much time with the one you love for such a short time though it felt like months I guess it's just natural to feel like I do considering I feel like I spent months with him and was always so close to him the whole time and now we are just so far apart.

Well, I offer hugs to you while I can and while you guys are apart. *huggles*

Aww thank you so much -hugs back more- You always have been helpful at getting me to smile :p

*hugs more* I'm glad I can always help you to smile sweety.