A friend and coworker died this week, it has really stressed me out I've teared up all week but held it back. Finally broke down today at the graveside balled out crying on the my barber/preacher kind of embarrassing, but least I wasn't the only one the boss, half the coworkers, very few dry eyes there I think that tells a lot about the guy, he was a really good guy and made friends every where he went. I've been pretty happy for a while now working with him was fun and stress free (says something considering the job we do) the new guy doesn't help cause he stresses me out a little. Now I'm back down there where I was before depressed about all the previous stuff and the ever looming threat of losing my job.. my usefulness is about at its end.



Going to maybe be working on art a little, takes so much concentration that hopefully it will keep my mind busy.